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I give myself permission to be free. Not free, but free from everything that does not belong to me. And I give myself permission to be tied to everything that I consciously choose to be tied to. While everyone else is looking for external approval, I give myself permission to look to myself to learn where I would like to be where I would like to go and who I would like to be.
It's called self-love.
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When I stopped looking over my shoulder and looking forward for tomorrow I realized I was happier just looking around.
What happiness looks like.
I wasn’t sure of what I was doing at those moments. Leaving without saying goodbye, getting away from everything that didn’t feel quite right. I thought I was tired, stressed but I know better now. I was standing for myself. I’m not what I was pretending to be. I’m not that smart, not that interesting, not that into you. I don’t know exactly how I’ll move on but I know it’s goddamn liberating to feel free.
She didn't belong.
She didn't belong to the world she was brought into.
She was certain she didn't belong to the constant family discussions and she knew from a very young age with anxious hands and tearful eyes she couldn't ever settle for the same day happening over and over again.
She didn't belong to math classes, to memorizing numbers and calculating results, to a system that measures who scores the highest because her abilities were never about the answers. She'd rather be the one asking the questions.
She didn't belong to a world that sees her as less worthy less capable and less deserving because she is a she. She was not meant to grow up to be seen as a piece of meat disguised as an innocent little princess over the years.
She didn't belong to the kiss-a-stranger kind of party, to the loud, alcohol-induced laughter and the way everyone gets so intimate really quickly. To her, intimacy was meant to be more than the napkin you use and immediately throw away.
She didn't belong. She didn't belong to their embrace, to their vacations and their way of facing love and life. She didn't care enough about everything they held dear.
For years, she thought she didn't belong until she met others who felt exactly the same as her.
She did belong. And on her way to belonging came the understanding that she had to let go of everything and everyone who had been holding her back. She had to release baggage that wasn't hers, dismiss preoccupations, opinions and expectations. The pleasantries and the politeness.
On her way to belonging, she discovered everyone belongs to different kinds of landscapes, everyone is made of divergent realities.
Because after all, we are all entire worlds trapped inside a colored skin and black and white bones constantly waiting and hoping to connect.
On her way to belonging she uncovered who she was, of what she was after, and started to live her life on her own terms. Her hands were now holding paper and pen.
Now she doesn't belong to the world. The world belongs to her.
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