#ape apes

i want a little kitty cat so bad

you know whats sooooooo crazy?? my mom still sucks !!

“i know i’ve only felt religion when i’ve lied with you” still hits the exact same way.

i want sushi SO BAD…..

i’m so scared that i’m gonna fuck up and shes going to fall out of love w me and then just leave me like……i love her sm i didn’t know i could be this happy??? and loved??? and cared for??? but also it’s terrifying bc i have so much hope and excitement but i know what heartbreak feels like and how all of that hope can just come crashing down and it’s the worst and i’m scared that this fear will make me clingy and then that’ll turn her off and she’ll leave me……………like idk why i even think abt this shit bc she constantly tells me she loves me and holds me idk it feels like i’m preemptively steeling myself for heartbreak and starting the mourning process early even though there’s no reason 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

sometimes it feels like i’m just waiting for all of my relationships to end lmao

i am once again panicking that i will never experience a lasting love