#aouughh

he tries to be gentle but the love for you (and your taste) is just so overwhelming. his hands holding you tighter and him just curling against you. him mumbling and whimpering against your skin as he feeds...complete contrast to nai, who is collected, and at most lovingly caresses your skin as he feeds. Nai pampering you afterwards while Vash is being cold or distant after feeding from someone he loves. First time/Either from guilt for being so rough, from possibly taking too much, and not even wanting to see you(r marks he left behind). Afterwards/Or he avoids you because your blood is so intoxicating and addicting to drink. You might need to convince him that it's okay...(Rough Vash thoughts are taking over me, he means well but that man has pent up emotions)

ANON I HAVE BEEN THINKING AB THIS ALL DAY.

looove love love repressed vash who tries so so sooo hard to keep his desires at bay. but you’re so sweet and you’re willing…and you keep encouraging him and he knows you don’t know what you’re getting yourself into..,…,vash whimpering when he feeds..,.IM GONNA..,..

LET ME NOT BE MAD..,..,

grabbing you so tightly that you bruise. getting the first taste of you and damn near crumpling with it, squeezing down on you..,.his teeth bearing down into your tender throat as he whimpers..,.

your gasp—shocked, suddenly scared, “vash—vash!”

but he’s so lost in you now. and he’s whining, trying to get more—

vs nai who very carefully moves your hair from your neck. who cradles the back of your neck and sinks his fangs into you almost delicately.

you gasp. he hums a little—almost a coo. comforting. pulls away only to hush you, to say, “don’t fuss—i don’t want to make a mess of you.”

and then the afterwards…oh vash being so guilty…,he avoids you :(( the angst and struggle. you’re trying to assure him that it’s okay! it’s okay! but the wound is your neck is so big—

he almost lost control. he could’ve killed you.

needing to convince him otherwise..,.you can handle it..,..

whereas nai is so…doting afterwards. smothering. doesn’t want you out of his sight, not even to bathe. he’ll bathe you. he’ll dress the wound.