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✨Jeanpiku Colored✨

Bonus+

If ı had change to tell one thing to Zeke Yeager,i would have said "Please,listen This Night Has Opened My Eyes-The Smiths"

.."Oh,save your life,because you've got only one."

In the end,he found the beauty of life,but ı didn't like this idea.I can accept,it's a very poetic way to ending his arc and it's so cruel,heartbreaking at the same time.His last words were "After all the killing ı've done,that's asking too much"

In my opinion,this line one of the cruel moment in entire manga.Like rest of other characters,Zeke was mass-murderer,war criminal too.But one panel later,we are seeing Annie (who killed so many too).I felt anger maybe disgust or internally said to myself 'it's not fair." But,when ı think about something what happens in life,ı realized it's not fair but also similiar.Because the same person who suffers more in our real world, who eventually loses the most.I wouldn't suprise,others will be still alive in the end of the story.

Zeke was such a unique character,had different charisma.His anti-natalist ideology can misunderstood by others.For me,there is a nothing wrong about being against to birth.I can relate with his thoughts because even before ı know him,ı was thinking same ideas.It really depends on which country you live,who are your parents,your friend even your job.Life is both too complex and too simple to drown in thoughts.But no matter how hard we try, those who are aware cannot resist the instinct of inquiry.But still,there is a red thin line between suicidal and questioning your existence.

I want to end this post with Gabriel Marquez quotes from my favorite book.