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(Aoka45)

UTAU：Anna Nyui (vivid VCV)

殺風景 原曲/歌詞：碧華 歌：松田っぽいよ

あなたはいつだって笑顔を振りまいてる 僕に向けられてたそれも義務みたいなもんだろう 平凡過ぎるほど聴き易いその声は 左耳にあった鼓膜を悪戯に揺らしてた anata wa itsudatte egao o furimaiteru boku ni mukerateta sore mo gimu mitainamon darou heibon sugiru hodo kikiyasui sono koe wa hidari mimi ni atta komaku o itazura ni yurashiteta you‘re always giving out smiles you had smiled at me, even if it seemed to be an obligation in a place that was too crowded, that voice i could hear well had so teasingly brushed the eardrum of my left ear

あぁ　何故だろう そこにあったはずの　香りも消えてく 二人だけの時間なんて来ないまま aa naze darou soko ni atta hazu no   kaori mo kieteku futari dake no jikan nante konai mama ah, why is it that you have to be over there, where your scent as well fades away? even if something like time for just the two of us will never happen

期待して　裏切って　またあの夢の続きだ 届かない背中を追いかける 伸びた小指の爪も　くたびれた髪も ただずっと　愛しくて kitai shite   uragitte   mata ano yume no tsudzuki da todokanai senaka o oikakeru nobita koyubi no tsume mo kutabireta kami mo tada zutto   itoshikute waiting expectantly and getting betrayed, that dream continues on once more i chase after that unreachable back of yours the outgrown nail of your pinky, the worn down lock of your hair it’s just always been so precious to me

ありがちな言い訳も上手くできないようで 焦って頬をかく癖を今でも覚えてる arigachina iiwake mo umaku dekinai you de asette hoho o kaku kuse o imademo oboeteru it seems the usual excuses don’t work as well anymore even now i still remember the way you worry the inside of your cheek

隠さないで　どんな嘘だって全部見えるから 無駄な足掻きなんてやめて　逃げないで kakusanaide    donna uso datte zenbu mieru kara muda na agaki nante yamete   nigenaide don’t hide from me, no matter what lies you say i see everything anyway quit the useless struggling, don’t run away

穢れきった願いでも　歪んだ感情でも　構わない その笑顔をいつも見ていたい 遠い後ろ姿じゃ　あなたの声さえ 聞こえない　そうでしょ？ kegarekitta negai demo   yuganda kanjou demo    kamawanai sono egao o itsumo miteitai tooi ushiro sugata ja anata no koe sae kikoenai soudesho? despite these disgraceful desires and twisted emotions, it doesn’t matter i just want to always see that smile the back of that figure is so far away, even your voice, i can’t hear any of it, you know?

覗くその言葉から　全てを知ってしまいたい 見えた表情も全部　数えて　並べて 笑顔も声も癖も　全部覚えてる 今もずっと　見ているよ nozoku sono kotoba kara   subete o shitteshimaitai mieta hyoujou mo zenbu   kazoete   narabete egao mo koe mo kuse mo   zenbu oboeteiru ima mo zutto   miteiru yo peeking through from those words, i want to know everything i could count every single expression of yours that i’ve seen your smile, your voice, your mannerisms, i remember all of it because even now, i’m always watching you

知らない扉の向こう　あなたがそこに居るんだ 僅かな隙間から見える殺風景 遠い後ろ姿じゃ　僕の想いさえ 届かない　だからね shiranai tobira no mukou   anata ga soko ni irunda wazuka na sukima kara mieru sappuukei tooi ushiro sugata ja   boku no omoi sae todokanai   dakara ne you’re there behind some door from a crack i can just barely see your dreary expression the back of that figure is so far away, even my feelings can’t reach, that’s why