#anxmone

Send ‘ⓘ’ and I’ll tell you a little known fact about my muse.

Status: Accepting

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♔ - Their childhood

”My childhood?” She repeated with a puzzled look. No turbulence, no drastic changes in the course of time, nothing that was judged interesting to narrate to the other. Junhee had spent most of her childhood doing what kids would do: play, sleep, nap, wander and discover. She would oftentimes get injured by accident from her little adventure, trying to apprehend and appreciate the unknown, the reality that was so vast and filled with giants from her point of view. And she would learn through filters of her wild imagination, always fascinated by the littlest things she would encounter or experience. 

“There’s not much to say about it. I was like any other child back then.” She smiled softly. “I just happened to develop a dream at a very young age, a dream that I wanted to be real.”

From observing her father playing guitar to watching the performances of BoA through a TV screen, she knew what she wanted to be when she would grow up despite being unaware of all the challenges she would meet later on.

Yes, Junhee was like any other kids. She simply decided to diverge from the rest and become a singer-songwriter.

♟- The first time they knew they were in love

Two years ago, if she was correct. Two years were just an approximation as her mind refused to go into details. She remembered it well though.

She remembered how it felt like. How the accumulated statics became more than just friction, waiting to be an electric current. They bolt from within the pits of her stomach where millions of butterflies ended electrified, momentarily disturbed from their unceasing wings fluttering, which they resumed at an incredible speed.

Wait, was the absurdity what led her to acknowledge her feelings?

But then, first times changed according to past events and individuals. The first of the first was just a mess of sensations, all conducting high voltage that would implode if not released. And they happened to find their way out with a kiss between lips covered with ice cream. The second of the first, the one that happened roughly a year ago, could equate to it, but wasn’t as wild.

An explosion happened, yes, but rather than testing physics’ laws, elements defied reality. Logic would imply dust and detriments of what burst in proportions– oh but who said there was logic in love? Fireworks weren’t the result; just feathers floating to the ground gently, pillows ripped from the fight between the brain and the heart.

It was always the end of a surreal battle that she admits being in love, when it was the heart triumphing.

There was no particular way to describe how she comprehended love in its entire entity. There was no way she would be able to utter it.

(❁´◡`❁)*✲ﾟ*questions

2.When did your last hug take place?

an hour ago

20.Do you secretly like someone?

I’m dating that someone, but yes, I’m dating him in secret from the public

40.Are you currently in a relationship?

{ I’ll put my iPod on shuffle to give you | x }

Meeting song

Sail - AWOLNATION

Love song

Minority - Green Day

Break-up song

Flower - Yong Junhyung

Hate song

Mental Breaker- Block B

Fight song

BTD - Infinite

Death song

Eternity - VIXX

Goodbye song