Dean’s Gay Awakening
Summary: Cas’s comfort dog runs away and Cas panics. Thankfully, Dean is there to help him find Trish.
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Cas is officially panicking. Not in the light 'oh my gosh I'm panicking' sort of way, but the 'oh my fucking god my fucking dog is missing because some assbutts fucking hurt her and now Cas's all alone and is never going to fucking find his dog and die alone like he was always supposed to and…' well, you get the idea.
And he is panicking so bad that he can't breathe and usually Trish calms him down but now she's fucking missing and fuck . He doesn't swear and now he has turned into a person that swears and fuck.
He doesn't know anyone and he's going to pass out and nobody here knows him and his parents don't want him and Gabriel is going to be pissed if he has to come identify a body and his fucking dog is missing. Fuck.
And then he sees him and tunnels in on the green eyes, the only boy that he's paid attention to his entire time in college because he calms him with his steady eyes and confident demeanor and yet he's never talked to this boy.
And yet he knows no one else and the boy is coming closer to him and fuck. He's panicking again and the boy can totally see because his vision is starting to black out in a series of dots, but the boy only comes faster and drops down to his knees in front of him and he's talking to him and Cas doesn't know what he's saying which is inconsiderate and-
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