Personal rant, I apologize... Why can't the guys in my country take the word NO as a simple NO!?! WHY?! And it makes it even worse when you are trying to be polite and the more you try not to hurt their feelings... the more they think you are just being coy... and all the same your answer is YES in a very girlish-shy way! WTF, dude?!? I just spelled out for you, that I don't like you and don't want to see you! What is there more to say? Why do you think I am hiding something and not saying everything? How come you think that your desire to meet me is a better reason than my desire NOT to meet!?! HOW?!?! How come I say "not interested" and you understand "I am hating you right now, cause I think you did not write to me often enough" when I was the one who was not answering to most of your messages...like HOW?!?!?!?! Where on earth do you get these ideas??? How can I be more clear??? UGHHHH!!!!! End of rant, didn't help much, but I feel lighter, just by writing and cursing...
