This holiday season marked a lot of firsts for me. But it marked the fifth Thanksgiving/Christmas without my best friend. It was just as hard as the first in 2017. No matter how hard I try it will never be the same without you. What I wouldn’t give to have just one more with you. I love and miss you with all I have. #2021 #anotheryearpasses #imissyou #youshouldbehere #fuckcancer #iloveyou #5years https://www.instagram.com/p/CYGdab7LqZk/?utm_medium=tumblr














