#anotherdayanotherheadache

hey girl i checked and yeah the theatre is empty....yeah you're still performing again :// so who are you acting for this time now

i ordered cake for my best friend who moved away and i woke up to a spam of "i love you"'s (the woman was too stunned to sPeAK) and i think that is why we live

i messaged a teacher during a breakdown bc of her subject's exam is in two days i looked up to her throughout the year she was basically a mother figure for me bc my mom's an emotionally unavailable b sometimes and this WOMAN sent me a direct link to a google image of prayers to recite before an exam

do you ever listen to a song you forgot you were obsessed with and you're like ohh. o0hh. oO0oHhh. OOHhhH. ooHhhH0ooO. ooooooh! oOHH!!

you are now looking at a new business and literature student (power walks on purple carpet bc its my fav color) hello hi yes i will be taking sorry ass autographs brushes roses petals off shoulders love you love you [puts hand over eyes to shield from all the flashing lights of cameras] uHm no ones gonna tell me it's a weird combination it's what i've brought upon my self *gracefully holds gaurd's hand to help me up the steps* i will probably crying and cursing at this self of me right now but i might by a very little chance also be very happy and thank her for bearing all the hardships to help her become what she is now [long coat swishes as i turn around and walk into building]

listening to multiple audios of pure rock to drown out and match the panic of having to choose the subjects which will determine the rest of my life and career path because the form is due in 3 hours and i am still lost on which field i want to advance in i just want to bake break read books and sell amateur art of mine and simply live but no one understands that and i don't know how to maintain a stable income with that for a house and necessity shit because i am literally just 15

skksksks this girl that i may or may not like stfu told me to come sit in her bus for a while before her driver comes and there were a bunch of her friends there too and later when the driver came i got up to leave n one of them went like to her "wait she's leaving? i thought you were gonna take her home" and i just turned around like 💀💀

perhaps i should just lay down on the forest floor and simply decay