#another brain dump

My brain just contrived the most filthy, kinky homosexual scenario when I was driving home from work. I gasped; I thought, bad brain! How did you think of that, brain? All I will say is that it involves Valvert and arose from listening to PinkPantheress and then thinking about The Rite of Spring. Take that as you will.

Also.. Marion is rather young by Goddess standards, being less than 1,500 years old. Meanwhile I have Star Lock at like 600 million. Right when multicellular organisms started  evolving on Earth. I’m still debating whether I should make her slightly younger, being alive right before the Cambrian era.  Which would put her at a little over 541 million years, but again that’s up in the air. As I said before with Marion though. She was not the first Noctis Morte in existence. She’s just the most recent and the last major one. The only one Noctis Star Lock didn’t kill outright.  Even still, Noctis Morte in general is a more recent thing.. I don’t have a specific timeframe yet, but they’re definitely younger than Noctis Star Lock. At least by several million if not hundreds of millions of years.

Even if I was completely normal and not fatigued and in pain every minute of every day, it would still be difficult to find a job that worked around Ian's job and that works around and leaves me time to spend with Annie. Ian's obviously the breadwinner and his job will always take priority but his shifts swap and change so often and he's always covering something/working overtime/having meetings/training etc. Like if he worked a normal 9-5 at least I'd know what I had to work around but I never know what shifts he'll be working from one week to the next anymore. So I think I'm being a bit hard on myself- I mean I have my own limitations that make me feel like such a rubbish, teeny tiny person, but there would still be all these other things to consider regardless so at least it makes me feel a bit better when I think about it that way.