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adore u | jhs drabble

pairing; hoseok x reader

word count; 1,6k

genre; angst, fluff.

contains; bestfriend!hoseok, roommate!hoseok, sweet stuff, sad stuff :(

note; this drabble is based on some personal experiences,, being an overthinker nd emotionally sensitive person makes two of us :( it can be pretty hard sometimes but pls don’t!!!! keep it all to yourself sweet anon!!!! talk w someone if necessary, it can even be me!!

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In a mini celebration, here’s a Jungkook x Reader oneshot :) for anon and my new lovely followers (/^-^)/ 

💙 Prompt :

Hellooo! I wanna rq a Jungkook x reader Dancer Idol Au where we have to dance together, fans ship us and there was a scandal so we fake date (at first) but later on he falls in love during performing and it’s all cheesy and stuff, hope you get what i mean :3 

💙 Genre :

Fluff, Angst…?, A failed try on Humor :P 

It was a month ago when Jungkook was invited for a collaboration in the MAMA 2018 . And being a dancer and an idol, there was no way he’d decline.

 But what he didn’t know was that the collaboration he was to do was a Duo, with none other than Y/N . 

The  girl that his fans shipped him with. What’s so ship-able about them anyways? Maybe that, he’ll never know. But what he does know is that, spending a month with her can definitely switch things up. 

So he put up some rules  :

a) No affection unless in front of crowds.

and b) No falling in love.

~*~

“Jungkook”, “You know you got no choice right?”, his manager was pleading him to do something he would never agree to.

“Are you out of your mind Do-Keun?!”, he says, disregarding any respect for the older man.

No matter the age difference who was he to tell him to give away his freedom?

There was no way he’d date Y/N , even though they had already said it was all fake and for those eagle eyed medias. 

“Jeon Jungkook!”, Do Keun loses his temper talking to this boy who just. won’t. get. it.

“If you want to properly success in being in an idol life, you will Listen to me .”, his voice was dripping with venom. 

“ You are going to date Y/N, it’s only for a month to get their attention of the scandals that you yourself have caused, so if you want to be anywhere near alive in the industry, you will listen to me and go ask her out, she knows the plan and you’re lucky that she’s willing to help.” And with that Do Keun leaves the room, not giving Jungkook a chance to speak at all.

Just a month Jungkook, get over the performance and you’re free. , he thinks to himself.

~*~ At the MAMA 2018

Jungkook always loved the adrenaline rush that he’d get whenever he’d recieve an award or whenever he was to be performing. That’s the reason he joined the industry in the first place.

 But the kind of rush he felt looking at her  was way different to the one he had known.

He was at awe to say the least, looking at her moves that beautifully complimented the beat of the soft music playing. She looked…like she was where she was supposed to be.

“Jungkook”, a voice says, pulling him out of his still-awestruck-mind and he turned to look at the source to find Jimin.

“You’re staring again.”, Jimin says while halfway glaring with a look that says something between “I told you” and “Really now?”

“Yeah, nah, I’m just monitoring..what…she’s..”, he stops and looks back at the girl. “doing.” , he says softly.

Jimin only grunts and says “Jungkook, it’s so obvious, you do know that you’re–”,

 "Jeon Jungkook", a voice calls out interrupting Jimin.

“You’re up in 10!”. 

And so he got up from his place in the waiting area and went to the make up room to get all set….after taking a tiny glimpse back at the screen showing her dance.

He was practicing last minute, being the hardworking person he is, but his thoughts were somewhere else. He’s not anxious and he’s definitely not nervous, but he was scared. Just a little though.

..ok fine he was scared..really really scared.

 He didn’t know when and what this girl could do..and that scared him..because he didn’t know what she could do to him

 As one moment, she was this little ball of sunshine who’d smile at almost everything, but once the music was played and all eyes were on her, she’d become a whole new person.

 She’d embrace the beauty that was the dance as her own, and just let go. Jungkook wished he could be like that,he wished he could let go and he wished and wished ..and god, he was scared.

She looked so beautiful, it almost hurt, And it was not supposed to be like this.

He was not supposed to be like this. No, just a week after the dance, it’s all over and they’re to be free.

 But when his thoughts were spinning and his heart was running a mile per second as he stepped into the blinding lights, he felt a pang in his chest. And he was not supposed to be like this.

He swiftly made his way to where she stood, her white dress glowing with the help of the soft colours luminating the place. The spotlight was now on both of them.

And boy, if he thought she looked beautiful looking at the screen in the room, he  sure as hell didn’t know what she was now. She was stunning like this, her expressions speaking louder, screaming passion.

She was a charm, and he was entranced by her.

He’d take another month worth of rain check if he could, just to admire the beauty that was her.

and he’s not supposed to be like this.

But as the music comes alive, his mind steered clear of the wreck of his thoughts and for once, he decided to just..forget. 

He’d forget of the cameras observing every move he makes, he’d forget how after this, seeing her up this close will be as good as an impulsive dream. He’d forget, and like her, he’d just let go. (or at least try to)

Because for once he was to express and perform through emotions and with no faking or ulterior motives, and just dance in front of the crowd with the one he loved, as a couple, even if it’s just for pretend.

He’d live in a fiction if it had her being in love with him the same way he was. And for God’s sake, he was not supposed to feel like this.

But as he danced with the rythm of the soft piano, he couldn’t help but feel

Her blonde hair flowing along with her every move as she slowly danced, her hands on his shoulders and his on her waist, her eyes shimmering.

 And Jungkook should know that it’s all just part of the act, part of the choreography, but a part of him wants it to be more than just that.

And god she’s just right there and all he could do is keep falling, without any hopes of being caught.

He was not supposed to, but he fell for her. And with the way she’d look while dancing to the beat, he was sure as hell getting no where out of it.

After a minute or two of Y/N mesmerising the crowd (and himself) and Jungkook trying to get a hold of himself, The performance came to an end.

.

As they came down the stage, breathing hard and gulping whatever liquid their staff had handed over, he was pulled to the side by the oh-so-familiar boy, Park. Freaking. Jimin.

“Jungkook, we need to talk”, Jimin says in a serious tone. 

And let me tell you this, you do not want to hear his serious tone.

But Jungkook being Jungkook ignores the elephant in the room. “No we don’t. Get out of my way, I need to go chan-” Jungkook says but is interrupted by Jimin again.

“I saw the way you were looking at her kookie”, his voice was now softer than earlier, his eyes glimmering of worry.

And god, was everyone gonna pity his state now?

But when Jimin’s usual playful smirk plastered on his face in a mere second, all thoughts of worrying Jimin was gone.

“Do you..want to..you know..”, he says with his smirk only growing wider.

“No!! What!”, he laughs (.a very awkward laugh at that)

“Pfft..Ofcourse not! It was all..part of the act”, he adds.

But his own words were coming back at him. It was all part of the act, she’s not his girlfriend and the expressions she had when looking at him was not of affection.

“Look, you can fool anyone else with your Sherlock Holmes bullsh*t but you, Jeon Jungkook, will know more than to Lie. To. Me”, Jimin says poking a finger at the younger’s chest at every word.

Both Jimin and Jungkook started glaring at each other, with Jimin trying to get the words out of this persistent boy and Jungkook desperately trying to somehow telepathically let him know.

After a minute or two, Jungkook’s the first to speak. 

“Pshh, it’s not like it could work out anyways.”, he chuckles to make it seem light hearted, but he never felt this big of a boulder on his chest. 

And everything he said was seemingly more of him reminding himself than telling Jimin. 

“Oh so you do like Y/N?!” Jimin says with that obnoxious loud voice of his.

 So Jungkook quickly claps his hand on his mouth muffling his words from coming out further. “Watch your words.”, his glare was evident with the tone of his words and the fake smile plastered on his face as he looks around to see if anyone heard.

But Jimin wasn’t having it, so he licked his palm to get himself free instead. “Ew! Dude! What the hell?!!!”, Jungkook pulls back and brings out a tissue from his pocket, furiously wiping at his palm.

“Come on”, Jimin continues as if he didn’t just do something disgusting, “It’ll be fine anyways,since you’re already dating and all”, Jimin shrugs, as if it’s that easy.

“But still”, Jungkook says, “ We’re not actually dating..so..”, he whispers the last few words as if he was to deny the fact.

And damn, that mochi knows just how to make him all gloomy doesn’t he?

“Ughhh! Then make it real!” , Jimin groans.

“What do you mean..making it real?”, Jungkook asks. he blushes.. (just a little tho) 

And right now, Jimin’s just exasperated with this one hell of a guy that. Just. Won’t. Get. It.

“Oh, you know, it’s something weird where you oh, i don’t know! Tell her how you feel and actually date her like a normal person would? A word humans call ‘confessing’? , Jimin says his hands moving around in a questioning manner. 

"wow, did Taehyung really rub off that much on you?”, he adds.

Ughh, why were they friends and how is Jimin helping him again?

“I get what you mean but..”, he says..and if Jungkook was blushing before, he was as red as a tomato right now.

“I don’t think she’ll…you know..” he adds and god did Jungkook want to grab himself by the shoulders and just say that dude, just get a hold on yourself, be a man for christ’s sake!

“now don’t tell me our golden maknae is scared of a girl?!”, Jimin coos in a mocked tone, looking constipated from the way he’s trying his best to be a good friend and not laugh.

Oh boy, did Jungkook long for the day Jimin meets his lover. He’d mock the hell out of him

But still, Jimin was right.

What’s all these blushes and sparkles? Jungkook doesn’t do sparkles. 

But just then,he’d remembered how much Y/N loved sparkled glittery things and that stopped his bullet train of thoughts. 

Y/N , was the  source of all his blushes and sparkles. And all he wants right now is to just pluck it out of himself and give it all to her, because she deserved everything sparkly and bright. And not a fake relationship with ulterior motives. 

“Oi!”, Jimin snaps his fingers in front of Jungkook’s eyes to get his attention back to reality. “now. Y/N’s at the waiting area. and what you're going to do is you’ll go there, and you’re gonna decide if you want to conceal your feelings for who knows how long or you want to express yourself like how you did up there and actually have a chance of being with the one you like?” Jimin says in a long breath.

Jimin’s words were always manipulative, that’s something everyone knew. But that still doesn’t stop him from being right almost everytime. And so he decides that yes, he is going to talk to her, but just not about what he’s been dreading on the whole week ( the fact that he loves her that is) 

He decided to lighten the weight for the fluffball whom he surely did love, but that love is exactly the reason he’s going to snake out of this “relationship” . Because he’s not going to do it for anything, be it wealth or fame, if it means upsetting her. 

He wanted her to be free like how she was on stage. So yes, Jungkook finally decided to own up to the man he calls himself to be and go to the girl that’s been bugging his head all day (and night if you count all the sleepless times he thought of her)

~*

Y/N wasn’t at the waiting area, her staff said she’s in the bathroom.

So Jungkook awkwardly waits in front of the female restroom, fidgeting with his dress shirt and biting the insides of his cheeks. (It was a nervous habit of his).

He was still having an inner fight, contemplating on whether or not he should do this at all, she might not be here in the first place, he thinks as he turned the other way to leave.

“Jungkook!”, Y/N called out and he turned around and saw her smiling wide, as if the sun was in her hands.

“Y/N”, Jungkook says in a hushed tone, as if the name has too much of a weight for him to bare.

And lord, the way her eyes glistened everytime she’d look at him made Jungkook think that maybe she actually does like him (back) but no, it was all scripted and Y/N was just too good at acting maybe.

“Were you waiting for me?”,Y/N asks as she grabs his arm and started walking back to the waiting area. 

It’s all an act, Jungkook. Get a hold on yourself

“No. i mean…maybe..uh.yeahh. Yes I was.”, he rubs the nape of his neck awkwardly. There shouldn’t be any problem saying that, in Y/N’s eyes it would be all act.

( and then jungkook thought what if she was thinking the same and actually meant the things she did but quickly scratched that thought) 

“I actually”, Jungkook coughs, “have something to tell you.”

“Hm?” “Yeah sure what is it?”, Y/N smiles wider if that’s even possible. and damn why did she have to make it so hard for him.

He stopped in his tracks making them both stop and he opened his mouth to speak. But only a faint sigh comes out…he didn’t know what to say.

And then the bullet train of thoughts that previously ended with Lisa, now started with Y/N again. He thought of the time their shoulders lightly brushed each other and of the spark that ignited (and is still glowing to this day) .

He thought of all the times he was caught staring during practice, and how she’d just smile back when he did. 

“Are you …okay..Jeonggukie?”, she says, her eyes spoke of sincere worry and damn him if that is fake because it feels. So. Damn. Real.

He tried to get the words out of his system, to scream at her for doing this to herself. Why would she bound her freedom down just to help a boy she barely knows ( whom she now knows a lot though) Why would she hurt herself?

And then it hit him, was he going to hurt himself?

He did try to scream and shout the words out, but all that came out was a soft whimper of somewhere between the words “I love you” and “I’m sorry”.

“What?”, she softly chuckles, her eyes widening just a little.

“I..”, he was so stupid. “Excuse me.” , he manages to get out of her vice grip on his arm as he turned to sprint.

“Wait!”, Y/N says but he only squeezes his eyes tight and walked away.

Why did he think that there’d be ..even if it was just a little..chance of her to maybe like him back?

He was so stupid to even think that those little hand brushes actually meant something.

He went towards the storage room, because that’s the only place where no eyes were there to watch. 

“yah..Jungkook-ah.”, he heard that familiar voice again. The voice he’d die to hear on a daily basis.

“Let’s break up.”, he says in a spur. His own words suprising him, why did it hurt to say that when they weren’t even real?

“Jeon Jungkook”, Y/N says again, her voice rid of any bubbly-ness, and all stern. 

“Are you hearing yourself?”, Y/N walks over to where his back was facing her. Because Jungkook was not that strong to look her in the eye, in her beautiful, earl-grey, blue-flecked eyes.

Y/N laughs slightly, dripping with no humor. “ You really confuse me you know." 

She comes close and hugs him from the back, and Jungkook. Was not..Strong.

"You told me you like me and now you’re like "let’s break up” “, she says mocking in a voice that’s supposed to sound like Jungkook.

"Did you really hear yourself, Jungkookie? Are you really that dense”, she says, not letting go of her embrace. Jungkook’s heart was beating faster than lightning. 

“I.. I know that you’re the one trying to help me but, I just can’t. I set up the rules and now I’m the one who .. I can’t help it I’m sorry.” his voice cracks as he squeezes the words out of his tight throat. 

It was all so tough and Jimin was wrong, it wasn’t as easy as that. But Y/N was only chuckling and he was questioning if he missed something.

“Jungkook-ah, don’t you think I’m breaking a rule too?”, she says and he pulls him tighter into her embrace.

Jungkook just keeps quiet.. It’s not what you’re thinking Jungkook, it’s not..she does not.

“I like you too, idiot,” she says and ruffles his hair as she pulls back from the hug. 

And so he abruptly turns around. “what?” , he says.

“ Oh my god, Jimin was right when he said you were clueless. ”, she facepalms..

wait..she knew Jimin?

“ For a second, I really thought you’d turn out to be a scaredy cat and not tell me you know.”, she looks at him and smiles.

“Jimin..”, he says in a questioning manner.

“Jimin was in on this too, Kookie. How else would I get you to talk about this ha?”, she giggles.

“Jeongukie,”, she comes closer. “It is as easy as that. The rest is just all in your head.”, she flicks his forehead.

“So..you..he told u..everything?!”, he says . Jungkook still can’t wrap his head around this. Y/N just indirectly confessed and had heard everything he said to Jimin about her.

“Yes.  Jeon Jungkook, I heard everything so now I have blackmail material against you .” she laughs again. and God, she was a ball of sunshine wasn’t she?

“But..I..”, He says still not convinced.

“No buts, Jungkookie now shut up and kiss me.”

The End <3 

Also yay! There’s 100 of you lovely ppl now :) Also, I’m not so proud of this one but I hope you like it.

Thank you for reading ^_^ 

Hi Nony! Thank you for sending this in!! 

This is such an interesting scenario, which I think can have two different possibilities, lemme elaborate. 

POSSIBILITY #1: REASONABLE (MOST-LIKELY TO HAPPEN) based on my common sense

Analysis #1:

If you’re dating Haechan, I’m assuming you’re either ‘99 - ‘00 line or younger.  Johnny is a ‘95 liner, which means there’s a significant age gap between y’all. As someone who has a 6-year difference with their sibling lemme tell you how this may unintentionally affect the result. 

Say you’re a ‘99er, Johnny has his pseudo-brother, Mark, who is the same age. We all know Mark is his baby brother, so, most likely, he’d associate you with all the ‘99 liners esp Mark. So you’re Mark-zoned, which is like, being family-zoned. 

If you’re a ‘00er or younger, then you’re automatically a baby, because, A.) Haechan is his child, B.) you’re in NCT DREAM’s age range. There are too many members that he could associate you with, which may cause him to baby-zone you… which means, he’d treat you like a child, just like he does to the dreamies, esp if you’re dating Haechan, aka his son. 

Need I say more? 

Considering this, here’s how this scenario would play out:

Johnny would, in fact, notice your stares and how your eyes would linger on him

at first, he’d be amused by this, bc it’d humor him in a way

But homeboy isn’t one to confront people, so he’d just brush it off

if you don’t see it, it ain’t happening

but since you don’t stop, he knew he had to do something

as stated before he isn’t a confrontational person, so he would shut you down in a subtle way

would mention ppl he found attractive

he’d show you posts and be like, 

“they’re totally my type,” 

he’d become a huge supporter of yours and Haechan’s relationship

“omg, y’all are so cute!”

“you and Haechan are so cute together!” 

“oh young love, it warms my heart” 

TREATS YOU LIKE A DAD WOULD TO THEIR CHILD. 

THIS WOULD BE HIS LAST RESORT TO MAKE YOU 정신차려

Although he wouldn’t really confront you, personally, he would talk to Haechan

not about you, but about y’all’s relationship, if you don’t get the hint

“Haechan, how are things with ____?” 

he’d have a serious convo with Haechan about this and give him advice

Homie would solve the problem in yours & Haechan’s relationship. 

Will pretend you checking him out  never happened after the issue is fixed

POSSIBILITY #2: MIGHT BE A REACH, BUT JOHNNY IS A HUGE ASS FLIRT

Analysis #2:

Let’s say the analysis of Possibility #1 still applies to the situation, except, Johnny would just associate you with the members stated above, just because of the age similarities. If this is unclear, lemme elaborate.

Previously, I stated that he would ___-zone you due to the associations he’d make with the younger members. Well, for this possibility there’s no ‘zoning.’ Johnny would just associate you with the younger members, because y’all are the same age, and it’s quicker for him to remember your age. That’s it. He’d know you and x member are the same age, but unless someone states it out loud, he wouldn’t think much of it. He’d be like “Oh yeah, you’re the same age as x member!” 

In this case, he really wouldn’t care how old you are (LEGAL AGES). We all know Johnny is a huge flirt, so he wouldn’t really mind. He’d take it as you have a flirtatious attitude like him and he’d enjoy that and would flirt back. But HE WOULD NOT GET SERIOUS WITH YOU. 

Why? Well, it’s quite simple. You’re dating his member, and not just any member, his CHILD. Despite his flirtatious attitude, Johnny has shown that he’s a loyal man, so he ain’t bout to be a home-wrecker, esp not his son’s. 

Considering this, here’s how it’d go in this scenario: 

You’d flirt or check him out 

in this instance, he would confront you but via a flirt or being smooth

“I look good, huh” 

“Take a picture it last longer” 

if you respond smoothly, it would become a game for Johnny

a ‘who’s smoother than who?’

‘who can have the last flirt?’

it’d be light-hearted flirting on his behalf

He’d let this ordeal go on for as long as it did bc homie thought y’all were on the same page

once he realizes what’s going on best believe he’s gonna skrrt skrrt

most of the solving on the 1st scenario applies here too

so, 

he would shut you down in a subtle way

he’d lay-off the flirting 

would awkwardly laugh when you start flirting or being smooth with him

D I $ T A N C E   

would mention ppl he found attractive

show you post and be like, 

“they’re totally my type,” 

he’d become a huge supporter of yours and Haechan’s relationship

“omg, y’all are so cute!”

“you and Haechan are so cute together!” 

“oh young love, it warms my heart” 

TREATS YOU LIKE A DAD WOULD TO THEIR CHILD. THIS WOULD BE HIS LAST RESORT TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU NEED TO 그만해

Although he wouldn’t really confront you, he would talk to Haechan, not about you, but about y’all’s relationship, if you don’t get 정신차려

“Haechan, how are things with ____?” 

he’d have a serious convo with Haechan about this and give him advice

Homie would solve the problem in yours & Haechan’s relationship. 

Unlike the first scenario, he wouldn’t turn a blind eye to your actions

he’d still be nice and friendly with you 

but he’d make sure there’s a barrier with you

6 F T   D I $ T A N C E   P L $

wouldn’t want you to feel bad bc ur young and he’s the adult adult in the scenario but 

he’d feel bad bc he’d feel like he caused all of this, so he would not engage in friendly flirting with you for a while

UNLESS YOU’RE ‘98 LINE AND UP, BY DEFAULT HE’D ENGAGE IN POSSIBILITY #2. BUT HE WOULD NOT MAKE A MOVE ON YOU OR PULL A FAST ONE ON YOU, BC HOMIE JOHN ABIDES BY THE BRO CODE. 

Louis Tomlinson and Shereen Cutkelvin for Anonymous