so i thought i'll do this even though you don't know what is going on xd here's your poem:

the summer is going to end

they call me the wild rose

between heaven and hell

i drank some dirty water

The Rules:  

Rule 1: Always post the rules   Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones  

Rule 3: Tag 11 new people and link them to the post  

Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged the post  I got tagged by: argarornis

1. Do you like coffee? How often do you drink coffee? it will be weird but i hate coffee and i don't drink coffee o.o

2. The most heartbreaking moment from your favorite movie or book or whatever you have feels for? oo idk really. probably sth from Shameless now. idk what now but there was a lot of heartbreaking moments.

3. Language you wish to know well? spanish (or danish or swedish or all languages lol)

4. Favorite part of a day? evening o.o

5. Top 5 favourite music videos? argh difficult question. i don't really watch music videos. i can't write top 5 but i like Rammstein and Oomph! music videos. idk if it's because of videos or because of music. 

6. Do you often eat in fast food restaurants? yes, once a week i think. 

7. What is your name? Marta (or Marianna but noone can accept it lol)

8. How many liked posts you have? 4853 lol

9. Left or right handed? right

10. How long do you usually sleep. 5 hours (and 10 at weekends)

11. Favorite ice cream flavor? more

my 11 questions for YOU: 1. what is your favorite tv series? 2. how old are you 3. do you have any pets? 4. what's your favorite band? 5. where would you like to go? travel? 6. do you play any instrument? 7. do you like any sports? 8. how many posts you have? 9. do you like books? 10. have you even been to concert? 11. do you like Justin Bieber?

Czuję się teraz bardzo podobnie i czasem mam wrażenie, że lepiej już byłoby czuć złość, smutek czy nawet strach. Zdaję sobie sprawę co mnie czeka i jak szaro przedstawia się nadchodzący tydzień jednak myśląc o tym mam pustkę w głowie i w sercu. Nawet ból fizyczny przestał mi przeszkadzać, rzadko kiedy czuję głód czy jakiekolwiek inne pragnienie do zrobienia ‘czegoś’. Nic nic nic.