Vent/Rant
I'm so tired of not having the motivation to draw. I've barely drawn anything over the past several months. The things I do draw I don't ever finish, especially my digital pieces. I get inspiration and a burst of motivation but then as soon as I get my sketchbook out and put my pencil to the paper it's just... gone. I'm so so tired of this shit. I want to draw Castiel, I want to draw Scaramouche, I want to draw my OC Jamie, I want to make a new ref sheet for my OC Piper but I just... can't. It's so frustrating!!! It makes me sad. The closest thing I've done to drawing is texturing some of my 3D model of Jamie and I didn't even finish that. Why can't I draw?? Why?? Don't even get me started on my motivation for animating, I used to make 2 animation memes a week and now I can't finish a 20 second looped headbop for Retry Now. I haven't uploaded to my YT channel in a year now. I just want animating to make me happy again.
