I think abt Raps saving varian on that saporian airship a LOT.
“Oh but she has her hair! She knew she’d survive!” Did she? Varian mentioned that there was enough quirinion on that ship to destroy corona 10 TIMES OVER. And even if she did survive the initial explosion, how did she know she’d survive the fall?? She didn’t. But she did it anyway because she believes in him. She believes he’ll do better, that he’s sorry, even though he never said it. SHE BELIEVES IN HIM.
Remember this is the first time she’s seen him in over a year, and the last time they saw each other varian attacked her and her family with automatons, and she nearly impaled him with magic rocks. they’ve been together for a few hours at most, having had ONE heart to heart conversation that didn’t even consist of an apology on either side. BUT SHE SAVED HIM. And he tried to save HER. HE WAS GONNA KILL HIMSELF FOR HER. SHE WAS GONNA KILL HERSELF FOR HIM!!!!
They mean so much to me I’m actually sick
