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I’ve created so many OCs that I’m proud of! I can’t just pick one!

My first ever OC, that I absolutely adored was Travis in DtM. He was someone that I had pop up in a para between Anya and Mercedes and many months after that I decided to resurface him in messages to Mercedes. He was a Joseph Gordon-Levitt FC and God. I miss him. My muse for him is so up and down. But he and Mercedes are engaged and just had their first child together. He helps raise and care for her first child she had with Jeremy. Actually this is my only family man that I play. Huh. Don’t know why I just realized this.

Then...I swear I make these OCs to kill @sassenachwrites, I made Jeremy St. James. I didn’t really know who Ben Barnes was at the time other than I saw him in Stardust, but I thought his gifs from Dorian Gray were rather sexy and I wanted to make a personality that matched him. He was introduced into a Glee group that I can’t even remember, but it was one of the first times I had any sort of OOC feedback from people outside the group, that made me feel proud of him. He’s gone through different groups and I think his current role at Cavendish (granted he’s NPC) is basically what I always imagined for him. 

Lennon. Oh...Lennon. Rooney Mara FC. She was my very first D/s character and I started this girl off with such a tragic story of losing her father, then losing her status, and then getting treated horribly (won’t go into details of my sample para because it was grisly) that every time I thought I was going to give her happiness it got yanked away. Sometimes by me but mainly by a player in the original group I played her in. I revived her role in Cavendish and I was able to play her for a brief couple months but that character drains me, and she tends to trigger me sometimes which sucks because I do love her. She’s so much stronger than she gives herself credit for. She feels she’s failed her family and will never live up to who she was before she was voided (nulled in the original group) I do hope that things will turn around for her someday. God. I really do.

This was when I first started out in Tumblr RPing and I felt so lost and dumb. I was used to FB groups at the time and thought I just wasn’t understanding how anything worked via Tumblr. Also my age difference was getting to me, too. At the time I was in my late twenties and felt everyone was a million years younger than me. 

One day, while in the DDD OOC chat I remember @sassenachwrites asking if anyone wanted to plot with her. This was before Kait and I started talking and (she knows this) I thought she didn’t like me. Like at all.  But, I decided to take the plunge and asked if she’d be interested in having her Mercedes and my Anya interact. 

From that conversation on that she and I have spoken every day for…God, four years? She has been through so much shit with me and vice versa. This girl has seen me in rather dark places and she’s talked me through…a lot. And I’m getting teary eyed talking about it. But yes. From that plot that solidified our character’s friendship (that para was such a sad one, too) it brought us together as sisters. 

So it’s not really a memory as it’s still ongoing, but it’s the memory of that first talk we had that makes me smile.

Oh Chloe. She’s my main muse at the moment, and I’ve taken to playing different characterizations of essentially the same personality. But the main one came as an accident. 

To answer the 2nd part of the question first I typically play cheerleader type personalities. The rays of sunshine that talks to everyone. Essentially this is me, to a degree. I’ve always been able to speak to people easily (for the most part) and I like getting to talk to so many people and characters, as learning backstories and why characters are the way they are is something I just love. So Anya and Chloe, which are my two main girls are that. My cheerleaders. 

But back to Chlo. I was coming out of a twin RP and wanted to play a Lynn with a Elizabeth Olsen FC since I was loving on her at the time, but she was a St. James at the group I was in. When I approached the former mods at Cavendish about it, they said the only slot available for a OC Lynn was Chloe Lynn, who happened to have Zoe Sugg’s FC. I was like, “Who the fuck is that?” And I honestly didn’t remember @natatrps4ever playing her at DtM since she changed her out for someone else. So. Before I agreed to play this character I looked up her gifs to get a feel for her and was so worried that I’d not be able to play her as a Dominant. The girl seemed too spazzy and cheerful and childish. But she was also adorable and I found myself smiling and laughing at most of the gifs so I decided to just give myself a challenge. (During the time I applied I was coming out of a deep funk and I knew I needed a bubbly/happy character to help me get out of it, which was why I wanted to be a Lynn.)

The first month or so playing her was rather hard. I didn’t know what I was doing and was having a difficult time feeling like she was clicking with anyone. I wasn’t sure if it was me not understanding the D/s world or if I was just playing her a spazzy girl that probably belonged in another universe. But then one night, when I couldn’t sleep and I was on the fence of sending in a message to the main about how I feel my Chloe isn’t fitting into the world, I decided to message @evansrp because our kids had been chatting off and on since she arrived to the school. Something happened in that first para of ours that really brought life to my girl that I had been struggling with and after almost two years Chloe is such a huge part of my RP experience. Cailin’s Sam helps out in such a huge way with that. I’ve done ships in the past but never had one where one compliments the other in such a way that they do with each other. I’m not sure if it’s the AU or what, but I sometimes think I would’ve missed out further development if I had just sent that message to the main instead of Cailin. (I should add this to another reply that I have coming up. :P )

She’s my main muse. She’s my girl. Whenever I’m having a shit day I turn to her. Sometimes she shares the shit day with me or she makes me feel better. I love her so much. It’s silly, I know. But I do. She’s become almost real to me, which is weird to say considering she’s a fictional character I created, but she has. And sometimes there are days I want to strangle her, but I think that’s normal. 

What Caleb and I had, the very brief thing we had, was hot. It had the potential to go further but he kept fucking it up by ruining things every time he opened his mouth. I just saw him as a friend, and we didn’t know each other that well at the time but he was attractive and knew how to warm me up, but when it came to follow through we just didn’t have the connection. 

That was no fault of his. I just never had that with anybody and mainly viewed as sex needing to stay as sex. When he asked for more that was when I pushed for things to end there.

Mun’s Thoughts

Even in head canon land they were so ridiculous it was incredible. :P

This is a hard one to answer because I can see elements of them being able to have an actual relationship, but it wouldn’t be a long-lasting one. Chloe would’ve grown so irritated with him being up and down with things that she more than likely would have erupted on Caleb a number of times. Not the type that usually results in sexy make up sex, but the type where she’d actually kick him out of the room. 

They made great FwBs but anything more than that and it’d have wound up like War of the Roses. 

Which we should write as an AU……… 

Anya couldn’t, no matter how many tries, get the cake to turn out right. It was Mister Steven’s birthday and she wanted to surprise him with the bestest cake he’d ever laid his eyes on. The voids in the kitchens told her it looked great, that there wasn’t anything wrong with it, but this was such a ginormous deal to her that she had to be proud of her work. She just had to!

While she walking with the second reject a person she didn’t recognize said Head O’Brian needed her. “I’m in the middle-” But they cut her off saying it’s urgent. 

That shut her up and she followed the stranger, feeling something grow bigger and bigger in her stomach. Her hand went there to soothe it away but the nerves kept feeding it. When she reached the office she saw Miss Chloe and Mister Sam leaving, they looking weird; Miss Chloe distraught. It wasn’t something she usually saw on her. What was going on?

The void stranger person led her inside and she took a seat. After a solid two minutes of being explain that Mister Steven been missing for four days, he not responding to any phone calls and nobody saw him in the places he specified he’d go to on his form to leave the grounds with a friend…the worse was presumed. She asked where the friend was and they said they were in the hospital and unable to speak at the time. 

Too much was happening and she found her mouth running, which was prone to do when she was terrified. “What-what do you mean they aren’t able to talk? Is their mouth glued shut? Are they unconscious? What’s going on? How are you not able to find someone? How can you lose someone? This isn’t like Mister Steven to disappear. He can be on a vacation and their friend got lost and got hurt by themselves? There is always that. Right? Right!?”

Head O’Brian sat in silence, she patient with Anya. The woman shook her head slowly, saying police have been unable to locate his vehicle and with the limited information they have, and the state of the friend; the worse is presumed. The woman rose from her chair and went to comfort Anya, who sat there with her shoulders slumped. 

“But it’s his birthday. He has to be here for his birthday.” The words fell out of her mouth, her lips slightly wet from tears. “You can’t lose hope so easy. He’s just away doing something special for his birthday. Just wait and see. And all of you will feel stupid for assuming the worse”

Anya pushed Head O’Brian away, knowing it was wrong to do that to her elder but she didn’t want to be around negativity. “You’ll see.” the young submissive said, leaving the office and returning to work on Mister Steven’s cake. He’d be back soon and she wanted to have it ready for him.