#angelwithoutleave

{ This got more violent than my usual posts, so just a heads up to anyone reading. }

( @angelwithoutleave​ )

No one knows what it's like To be hated  To be fated To telling only lies

The lyrics played ironically in Dean’s ear, causing him to smile to himself as he sat at the end of the bar in a near empty, hole in the wall type place. It was a good song, despite a few of the bar patrons grumbling about slow music ruining the mood of the night. Raising the fifth glass of whiskey that night to his lips, Dean decided that he liked the music choice. It was calming, something that seemed to help the itch that was getting stronger. While his new found power seemed to be nothing but perks, it indeed came with a downside. The need to kill was like a drug and without blood on his hands, he felt like a junkie going through withdrawals. His treasured First Blade rested heavily against his back under his jacket, reminding him of how easy it would be to satisfy that hunger then and there. So many people, so many victims. A woman at the other end of the bar caught his eye with a giggle, and he gave her a smile as he took another drink of blessed and burning liquid.

It wasn’t until the music cut out completely that the demon looked around from where he was perched on the stool. Two burly looking biker types were at the jukebox. One of them had pulled the plug, causing the bartender to look annoyed and keep a close watch on them. “Goddamn whiny ass sissy song ruinin’ my night!” the bearded one complained as his friend nodded in agreement. “Why don’t you get some real music in here, Bill?” he asked the bartender accusingly.

Before Bill could answer, Dean spoke up. “I actually liked that song. The Who are classics.” His tone was nonchalant, no challenge or fight in his expression at all. The men at the jukebox didn’t take it that way, though.

“You got a problem with me, small fry?” the bearded man asked.

Dean couldn’t help a small smirk at the nickname. It seemed that his new friend had a hankering for a fight, and being the good samaritan that Dean was, he couldn’t refuse. Picking up his glass, he got up from the bar stool and strolled across the room towards the jukebox. “I got a problem with you comin’ in here and ruinin’ everyone’s night with your bitching,” he said as casually as though stating his favorite type of weather. “And I definitely got a problem with someone who doesn’t like The Who. That’s just un-american.”

Rowena peered from around the corner. Why was she doing this? It was not only dangerous, it was intolorably stupid. Lucifer still believed her dead. If he saw her, he would surely finish her off. But she had to talk to Castiel. Even if it meant possible danger. Of course, she would stay far away, until the time came. Until she knew it was safe. "Please bloody work."

KINK MEME | ACCEPTING ON ALL BLOGS

“I’m jealous, I’m overzealous When I’m down, I get real down When I’m high, I don’t come down I get angry, baby, believe me I could love you just like that And I could leave you just this fast

But you don’t judge me ‘Cause if you did, baby, I would judge you too No, you don’t judge me ‘Cause if you did, baby, I would judge you too

You do shit on purpose You get mad and you break things Feel bad, try to fix things But you’re perfect Poorly wired circuit And got hands like an ocean Push you out, pull you back in

‘Cause you don’t judge me 'Cause if you did, baby, I would judge you too No, you don’t judge me 'Cause you see it from same point of view

'Cause I got issues But you got 'em too So give 'em all to me And I’ll give mine to you Bask in the glory Of all our problems 'Cause we got the kind of love It takes to solve 'em

SHIP MEME| ACCEPTING

Gives nose/forehead kisses

Mostly Dean...and that's mostly when when he's drunk and feeling extra affectionate...which almost always turns into a handsy makeout session

Gets jealous the most

Definitely Dean, but Castiel is very protective over his hunter. But Dean being able to easier pick up on the social norms of flirting~ he can usually tell faster than Castiel, when someone is abruptly hitting on his angel. He usually responds with a flamboyant display of pride. Pointing out that Castiel is in fact, adorable, hot as hell, and his angel. Sometimes adding a public and passionate kiss to rub in his point to the stranger.

Picks the other up from the bar when they’re too drunk to drive

This one, is, and always will be Castiel. Dean isn't shy about his alcohol addiction~

Takes care of on sick days

If Castiel got sick or injured as much as Dean does, Dean would certainly be by his side. He's a little sassy with his bedside manners but he gets the job done. On the other hand, Dean's illnesses and injuries never last long when Castiel has his grace.

Drags the other person out into the water on beach day

Dean loves the beach, but the nature of his work doesn't leave much time for vacationing. Nevermind the fact, Kansas is surrounded by land. When they have the time, Castiel would surprise Dean by flying him to different beaches around the world. (Like the Caribbean, since Dean loves the Pirate movies). But not without Dean taking him to shop for ridiculously patterned bathing suits first.

Gives unprompted massages

Dean, again. He's certainly the touchy feely one (when they're alone).

Drives/rides shotgun

Dean always drives. Castiel insists that flying is quicker and more convenient, only agreeing to drive because he knows how much Dean enjoys it. Dean insists that's driving is relaxing and doesn't make him constipated for two weeks. So unless it's absolutely necessary to fly, driving it is.

Brings the other lunch at work

Well, I don't think "Hunter" and "Angel of the Lord" are job titles one considers as "work". But Dean knows Castiel doesn't eat unless prompted to, or to give Dean the company. So, usually Dean acquires his own food, or goes out with Sam, while he's working on a case.

Has the better parental relationship

Neither one of their dads deserve "Father of the Year" but I would say Dean~ sure he has abandonment issues, because his mother died and his dad was, well. Very John. But Mary and John both loved their children more than anything and didn't abandon them during the apocalypse (on purpose)....

Tries to start role-playing in bed

And again, Dean. He has a slight fetish for theatricals. His favorites include cowboy hats and lab coats. Paging Dr. Sexy.

Embarrassingly drunk dancer

Castiel doesn't dance. Unfortunately Dean does...when he's drunk...and there's karaoke offered at the bar....do I need to say anymore?

Still cries watching Titanic

Well, if Balthazar didn't unsink the Titanic to get rid of said move~ Dean would definitely get emotional. Every. Single. Time. No chick flick moments, my ass.

Firmly believes in couples costumes

Dean, for friggin' sure. Though he has a hard time coming up with ones for outside the bedroom....

Breaks the expensive gift rule during Christmas

Castiel, this time. Dean always refuses to celebrates holidays and birthdays. But Castiel and Sam never listen and always celebrate anyway. Castiel reminds Dean his family is small, but they love him and that always deserves celebration. (Dean says he's clearly been watching too many Disney movies, but he knows the angel is right.)

Makes the other eat breakfast

Dean doesn't need to be reminded to eat...ever. Castiel always joins him for the sake of keeping him company though.

Remembers anniversaries

Definitely Castiel, Sam always has to remind Dean when the dates are close so he doesn't forget. But on the occasion he does actually forget, he always has his quirky special ways of making it up to his angel. 😝

Brings up having kids

🐦 Ok, vainest. Definitely Lucifer, hands down. Dean can be at times, but in all reality he talks more of himself than he actual thinks is true. Lucifer fully embraces his narcissism with zero fucks given.

🐷Naughtiest…that’s actually sort of tough. They all have their dark sides. If we’re talkin’ sexually it’s a toss up between Dean and Harley. But I’m still leaning more towards Dean. Harley uses her language and body for persuasion but hardly ever commits the act. Dean on the other hand….he won’t say no when it’s offered. Especially if there’s busty Asian beauties involved. (Or a certain black haired, blue eyed angel/vampire)