My name is Angel, and I care. I was born this way. My problem is I care too much. I care about things I can’t change, I care about things that don’t involve me, I care about things that shouldn’t really matter, I care about things that don’t even need to be cared about, I care about what people think of me, I care if people don’t like me, I care about everything. Even the things that ‘normal’ people wouldn’t think to care about. Because I care my emotions rule everything I do, I don’t think with my head I always follow my heart. That can be a problem because my heart doesn’t always make the best decisions. As for caring for others? I always take on other peoples problems, even if it doesn’t affect/effect my life in the slightest. Caring what others think, has led me to not speaking up. Not saying when I feel strongly about things and not saying “No, I’m not okay.” And telling some one what’s wrong when my subconscious is eating away at my insides. It has led me to people pushing me around, and me never sticking up for myself. This care I have… It takes a toll on me and everybody close to me tells me that one day this big heart of mine? is gonna be my downfall… Deep down, I know what they’re saying is true. But my greatest weakness is also the best thing about me. I was born this way.
