hiiiiiiiii, from the ask game:
🗡️ favourite accessory you own?
🗡️ any “paranormal” or unexplainable experiences?
🗡️ share one outlook you have on life?
favourite accessory i own: i have this gold chain belt that's got three draping layers and one of them is circles featuring suns. i can't describe it for shit but i can try to find a photo.
any “paranormal” or unexplainable experiences: i've never had any, i don't think. my family is convinced i could see ghosts as a child, though. but some people i know have some magnus-institute-worthy stories!
dream room: i'm pretty sure i described this to lilith a while ago, so i won't go so technical this time. i want my bedroom to feel like you've walked into a woodland clearing with a swampy sort of lake and the distinct vibe of a place protected by mostly-benevolent witchcraft - all esoteric books and dried flowers and mossy green and rich burgundy and dim, warm lighting.
one outlook i have on life: regretting something you did is infinitely better than regretting something you didn't do. i've pretty much lived by the phrase "do something" from daniel handler since i was in middle school. when i die, i want to feel it all end and know that whenever i could, i did something. i don't believe in regrets. people say that hypothetical time travellers would have to be careful because changing anything would change everything, and i believe that. every split-second decision, every moment, has led me to where i am and i am happy, right here and right now, and i don't regret a thing. that means the good outweighs the bad. i'd do it all again. always, always do something. is it hopeless, or can you hope? is it over, or can you do something? grief is a part of life, but you have to remember when you are kneeling in the cemetery of your mind and staring at the headstone of what you've lost: this grave isn't yours. get up. do something.