content/warnings : {MDNI 18+ NSFW } talk of kinks (so mild), ndaโs, just lots of sex
a/n: request based on this request, iโm a little out of my comfort zone as i havenโt written smut in a while and this was my first try again. probably why it took so longโฆenjoy.
โHow did this happen to her? Things like this NEVER happened to her." She thought as she entered the hotel. Nerves filled her body as she read the instructions that were texted to her only an hour before.
Go to the elevator near the back entrance.
Take elevator up to the 10th floor.
The big guy that looks like he's been angry for 100 years will take you to the right room.
The instructions seemed straightforward and slightly silly, but they carried so much weight as well. Things like this never happened. Not in real life. This stuff only happened in movies or books. Never at the concerts she went to. Well, not that she knew of.
ย ย ย She reached the back entrance of the hotel and pushed the up button for the elevator. She tapped her foot out of nerves and impatience. She didnโt want anyone to see her. She didnโt want to become the talk of the whole community. This was a secret and no one was ever supposed to find out.
ย ย ย Finally, the elevator dinged, signaling itโs stop. The doors opened to more emptiness. She found it odd that there wasnโt really anyone around. Even for the late hour she found the lack of people odd. She decided to let it go. Most people were probably using the main elevators. She stepped into the elevator and pressed the button for the tenth floor.
ย ย ย The elevator dinged again. The doors opened to the tenth floor and a man who did in fact look like he had been angry for the better part of a century. She stepped off the elevator and smiled shyly at the man. She wasnโt sure how to address him, so she just started talking.
โHello, sir.โ She gave a polite bow. โI think youโre the person I was told to find here? I am meeting with a friend.โ She kept her tone even, attempting to not show her nerves.
โIโll give you points for discretion.โ The manโs baritone voice sounded as amused as it could be, given his expression.
โI donโt want to say the wrong thing to the wrong person.โ She explained quietly.
โFollow me.โ The man ignored her explanation, turning to the left. He led her down the hall in silence. She watched as the numbers above the doors went up. She knew that they would be going to a nice room but for some reason she did not expect a room so nice. That was always what the climbing numbers meant. โHere.โ The security man stopped abruptly. โDo you have your phone?โ He asked. She held it up nervously. โTurn it off when he asks. It will be a breech of contract if you leave it on.โ The security man explained. She just nodded. He knocked on the door twice. It opened to show a very tired Kei. He still smiled warmly at her and the security man.
โThank you. I got it from here.โ Kei spoke with the lovely, gentle tone she was used to hearing on content and on stage. Kei took her hand and led her into the room with a smile.
โI have drinks and snacks if you end up needing them.โ Kei motioned to the table in the corner next to the window filled with all kinds of food and drinks. โBefore anything else though, I need you to sign something and turn your phone completely off.โ Kei spoke quickly, like it was a speech he had ready.
โCan I tell my friends I am technically safe first?โ She asked shyly. She didnโt want to upset him, but it was the rules of the friend-group. Everyone had to know the safety status.
โOf course.โ He gave a single nod. She pulled her phone from her bag and opened the group chat.
Iโm safe. Iโll text you later.
She typed it into the text box. Quick and to the point. They were going to have so many questions the next day, but she decided to worry about it then.
She sent the message and flipped the phone around, showing him the text.
โYou didnโt have to do that.โ Kei stated, a gentle expression on his face.
โFor the sake of transparency.โ She stated. He nodded once. She then turned her phone off. She showed him the screen again. His gaze softened. She slipped her phone back into her bag. "You said something about signing?" She asked as she took a step toward him.
"Yes." He grabbed a small stack of papers from the other end of the table. "This is the agreement. You should read it in full. I'll wait." He leaned against the small table in the entry way, watching her with curious eyes. He never had someone behave quite like her before.
ย ย ย ย ย It was rare for him to feel so calm before one of these encounters. Not that he had many. A couple here and there over the last five years. It wasnโt his favorite thing to do, but he was still a human and had certain needs that his members, or even he himself, couldn't alleviate. She felt normal, like how it would be if she met him in a bar around the corner from the apartment at home.
ย ย ย ย He watched as her brows furrowed at the papers in her hands. He frowned, expecting her to say there was a part of the document she was opposed to. He felt his heart drop a little at the idea. He wanted her for the night. He caught himself thinking he would adjust whatever part made her upset so she would stay.
ย ย ย ย ย After another moment of silence, she dropped the papers to her side. She looked him directly in the eyes. He felt his heart jump a little. He was waiting for her to say that she couldnโt go through with it.
โSeems simple enough. Donโt be a loud mouth. Donโt be a creep afterward.โ She summed up the agreement in the simplest of terms. She handed the papers back to him. He set them on the table beside him.
โBasically.โ Kei chuckled at the ideas she put forward. โBefore you sign it, is there anything you donโt understand or donโt agree with?โ He had to be certain before she put a pen to the paper.
โNo. I get it. I have to say though. Iโm glad you donโt have anything in here about not being allowed to come to shows ever again. Iโd be so sad not to see you when you toured.โ She smiled warmly. He couldnโt help but smile himself. โI can sign it now.โ
โOne more thing,โ He began. โIs there anything youโre not okay with? Like things you donโt want me to do to you?โ She looked at him confused. โDonโt like choking or you draw the line when it comes to being intimate anywhere but a bed. Things like that.โ She made a face of realization.
โIโฆIโm not sure?โ She grew sheepish again. โI guessโฆmaybe donโt use like super derogatory language with me. I donโt really like that.โ She answered softly.
โAh.โ He smirked at her. โMy girl likes praise.โ Her face began to heat instantly. โI need you to write it down on the agreement for me, please. Itโs just as much your safety as it is mine.
"You're treating this like it's a business deal." She thought out loud.
He let out a smug chuckle, "It kind of is when you think about it." She just nodded slowly. "Soโฆ" He picked up where he left off. "As long as you are okay with the terms of thisโฆencounter, you sign this, and we get on with the evening." He slid the papers across the table to her. She took the pen from the table with a sigh. She added her own stipulations in the space like he had asked to her. Then, with little to no hesitation, she scrawled her name across the line.
"All done." She whispered, more to herself than to him.
Kei smiled, a hint of mischeif, "May I kiss you now?" She nodded quickly, wanting more than anything to be attached to his plump, pink lips.
ย She pulled her lips from Kei's then slowly kissed down his jaw line then down his neck as he walked toward the bed. She gasped quietly when she felt him take the zipper on the back of her shirt between his fingers. She felt her body tense a little when he dragged the zipper down. She gazed up at Kei. She was startled when she saw his eyes, there was a passion, a fire inside them that she had never seen before. Kei carefully removed the shirt she wore. He slowly dragged the fabric down her arms. Once it was off he threw it aside without a care for where it landed. She felt a little uneasy when Kei reached between them to unbutton and unzip her jeans. He carefully pushed her onto the bed. With just the will in his eyes, he made her lie back on the bed, softening enough to spread herself so he could fit his large body between her legs. Kei sat back on his legs then carefully pulled jeans from her body.
Once she was just down to her bra and underwear, Kei held his hand out to her. She placed her hand in his then he pulled her up. He took her in his arms, holding her tight against him. Kei pressed his lips to hers gently. She laid her hand on his neck, wanting to feel his heat all through her. She broke the kiss with Kei when she felt his fingers on the clasp of her bra. She bit her lip gently and gazed into Kei's eyes as he snapped open the clasp and drew the straps down her arms. He let the flimsy piece of fabric hit the floor. Kei smiled warmly at her. He was making her feeling like a teenager with the mix of softness and urgency. Kei placed his mouth upon hers then slowly pushed her back into the mattress. He laid her down carefully, keeping his hand behind her head so she wouldn't hit the bed too roughly. Kei was being careful not to touch her too much. The only part of his body that was touching hers were his lips. Kei gently and slowly locked and unlocked their mouths. He was taking his time exploring every inch of her mouth with his. There was more excitement and anticipation than any other kiss she had ever had. Broken, satisfied sounds fell from both of them after only moments of being entangled.
Kei removed his lips from hers and smiled. She lifted her eyebrow for a moment then the espression quickly vanished when she felt Kei's lips touch the skin on her chest, just above her breasts. She began to chew on her lips as Kei's lips explored every inch of her body. He slid his lips from her chest to her breasts then down her abdomen. He kissed down her thighs to her legs all the way down to her toes. She felt a weird sensation building within her. She wasn't sure of what it was so she stayed still and quiet. Kei began to trace back up her body even slower. She felt like she was dying but she couldn't figure out of what.
Once Kei reached her hips, he kissed just above the waistband of her panties. He flicked his eyes up to hers as he hook his fingers into her panties. He dragged the flimsy garment down her legs with a speed that was causing agony. Kei gently kissed down her legs again as he pulled them from her feet. She gazed up at Kei in anticipation. She reached for him. Kei took her hands in his then slowly leaned over her. He released her hands then buried his fists into the bed. He was making sure not to really touch her again. She rested her hands on Kei's sides. He pressed his lips to hers softly. She took the bottom of his shirt in her hands and slowly started to pull it up. She avoided her fingers touching the skin of his abdomen. She wanted him to feel the same way she did. Kei then pulled the shirt over his head. He threw it clear across the room. When he locked his eyes on hers, she reached for his belt. She sat up slightly, still gazing into Kei's eyes, undoing his belt in one smooth motion. Kei grabbed her wrists after a moment, pulling her up, onto her knees. She placed her lips on Kei's gently. He gladly opened and closed her mouth with his, letting his tongue gently caress hers. She removed her wrists from his grip then reached for his jeans again. She carefully unbuttoned and unzipped his jeans. She slowly started to move them down past his hips, then down over his rear. Kei pushed the denim past his knees then kicked the jeans off the end of the bed. Kei then sat back on his legs, drawing her closer to him.
She carefully straddled Kei, making sure the only place ther were touching was their thighs. Kei brushed her hair away from my face. She couldn't help but stare at his handsome face as he looked her over everywhere. Kei slowly slid his hand up her abdomen, then up between her breasts. Kei then slid his hand up to her neck. He wound his arm around her back gently. Her heart began to race even faster when he roughly pinned her down, squeezing her throat just enough. Kei dropped his hips to hers, jutting against her soaked core.
In the next moment she felt him pushing at her entrance. Kei dropped his body even more. He pressed his lips to hers before letting his torso make contact with hers. As he pushed inside of her, he rested his whole body on hers. Her breath caught in her chest and her heart felt like it stopped beating. Feeling Kei's warmth inside of her and weighing on her was something that a day-dream couldn't express. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders to keep him close. She lifted her head to deepen the kiss. Kei kissed her with fire, absolute consuming need before he started to pump his hips.
She tried to concentrate on the feeling of his skin against hers, the way his lips gently traces the curve where her neck met her shoulders, but she couldn't. While she knew the fact he was on top of her, between her legs, should excite her, as it was a thought she'd had often. She struggled to feel any sense of pleasure. She struggled to stay present and not drift out of the experience. There was something about the experience that was giving her an unsettling sense of disconnect.
He was soft, gentle, careful even with his kisses and his touch. The longer she stayed connected to him though, the more she felt it was an empty softness. His pace wasn't greedy, but it wasn't for her either. Somewhere between her clothes coming off and now, something changed.
He lifted his head, gazing into her eyes. His hair messy, lips swollen from the kisses he had been so eager to give. His eyes flickered between concern and lust.
"Are you okay?" He asked. She nodded quickly. "Words."
"Yes. I'm fine." She kept her voice soft so he wouldn't hear the uncertainty.
He pushed himself off of her body, sitting back on his legs. He kept his hands on her trembling thighs while he gazed at her face.
He cocked his head to the side slightly, "What's the matter?" She shook her head quickly. "No. You can't do that. Your thighs are shaking, but not because you're enjoying this. What is wrong?"
She sighed and sat up as well. She tried to move out of his reach but he didn't allow it. He gripped her thighs a little tighter to keep her close.
"I'm sorry." She breathed, raking her hands through her hair.
"Did you expect this to be different than it is? More romance? More of "well i thought we had a connection"?" He asked.
She shook her head, "No. I expected it as it is for the most part."
"I didn't think I would care as much." She stated not breaking eye contact. He gazed at her with a bit of concern, waiting for an explanation. "You think if you get asked by someone you're a fan of to have an encounter like this, you would say yes without a second thought, and you'll have the time of your life. There's no strings and you get what you want in a way that doesn't cause a ruckus." She explained. He nodded. He had met a handful of people who did exactly what she was talking about. "I don't think that's something I can process."
"How many times have you wished that someone would ask you just one thing about yourself? Something that had nothing to do with what you do?" She replied.
He sat there quietly, stunned by the question.
"In the beginning, more times than I care to admit. After a while, you just get used to the idea that what's on stage is actually what people want from you." He explained.
"Does it still bother you?"
"No." He shrugged. "Nights like this we can fake it for a little while."
"Doesn't that get tiring?" She sighed. He lifted his eyebrow with a playful expression. "Oh shut up!" She smacked his chest lightly. "That's not what i mean!"
"I know what you mean." He chuckled, his heart lightening at the sound of her laughter. "But if you know what to expect, can't get upset by anything else."
She sat quietly, trying to absorb what he had said. He watched with curiosity while her face changed expressions with each bit she seemed to understand. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to hers. The kiss was gentle, slow, and opposite to what his kisses had been before.
When he pulled away, she stared at him with widened eyes.
"Ask me something. Anything you want." K's smile was soft and warm.
"Would you rather be a worm or a slug?" She asked after a long pause. K let out a loud, genuine laugh at the question.
"Depends." His smile turned playful once again. "Do you think you would still love me if I were a worm?"
She wrinkled her nose, "Probably not. "
"I'd be a slug then." He spoke with certainty's
"I like those even less." She teased.
"Oh! Youโฆ" He tackled her back onto the pillows. Her laughter filled the room as he dug his fingers into her sides relentlessly.
"Ah! K, no! I'm too ticklish for this!" She yelped trying to push him away by his chest.
"Apologize." He demanded, a twisted, sly smirk on his face. She shook her head. He dug his fingers into her side again. She squealed and tried to pull his hands away while giggling with no restraint. He released her sides, falling forward to rest his hands on either side of her shoulders.
She held onto Kei tightly and molded her lips against his. He buried his hands in her hair and he pinned her to the mattress once again. He lifted her hips up slightly forcing her to wrap her legs around his waist. She whimpered softly as Kei began to thrust slowly. Kei meshed his lips against her as she buried her fingers in his hair. Kei removed his lips from hers after a moment. He placed soft kisses on her cheeks, forehead, nose and eyelids as he continued to thrust slowly but with a force that was making her quake.
Kei sat back on his legs once again, pulling her up from the bed. She sat in his lap, her knees resting on the cool sheets underneath. She gazed into Kei's eyes as she carefully worked his swollen cock back inside of her body. A strained sigh left her lips, loving the way they fit together. She rested her hands on his neck, lightly kissed his lips. She whimpered again as Kei gently lifted her by her hips then let her crash back onto him. She pressed her forehead against his and gripped his shoulders as she brought her hips forward then dropped them back. Kei buried his hands in her hair and kissed her passionately, exploring every inch of her mouth. She broke the kiss for an instant so she could catch her breath. Kei slid his lips down her neck softly. She rested her cheek against Kei's temple as she rocked her hips a little faster and a little harder. Her breathing got a little heavier and the muscles deep inside of her began to tighten. Kei gripped her hips tightly and pulled her toward him harder. Broken, desperate moans escaping him with every crash of her body against his. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders to gain more leverage as she came undone. She moaned into his ear as her body reached it's limit. After a few moments of intense pleasure, her legs turned to wet noodles and she felt like she was collapsing on Kei. He smiled against her skin as he kissed her shoulders. He carefully laid her back on the bed, his hand behind her head until she was resting on the pillows again.
Kei thrust inside of her hard but still with reservation. She bit her lip and moaned. She gazed up at him trying to keep her composure. She gripped the sheets beside her when Kei changed the angle he was thrusting at. She reached up for Kei. She wanted him to be touching her more than he was, even if it was just the slightest touch. She took his hand in hers and laced their fingers. Kei smiled down at her before closing his eyes and letting his mouth drop open. She gripped his hand tighter when her body started to tense again. She was being catapulted toward her high once more.
Kei took her other hand and laced their fingers. He then pressed her hands into the pillows above her head. He moved forward, once again changing the angle of this thrust. She cried out, a lot louder than either of them exprected. She gazed at Kei and saw that he was struggling to hold on. She released his hands and reached up to wrap her arms around his shoulders. Kei dropped his body down onto hers once again. Her whole body lit up as his chest rested on hers. She wound my arms around him, holding him tightly. He began to thrust harder and faster. She kissed his face softly, knowing he was on the edge of exploding just like she was. She shifted her hips so Kei was going deeper. She bit her lips and tried not to scream. Kei molded his mouth against her. She cried into his mouth as all of her musles tightened around him. He moved harder. She gripped him tighter as she lost all capability to breathe. She detatched her lips from his and cried out. His thrusts became uneven and he grunted quietly. He dropped his head onto her chest. He thrust harder into her already shaking body, making her insides spasm even more, until he moaned loudly against her chest. She felt his dick twitched inside her. His groaning became softer as his climax ended. He collapsed on top of her completely. She held onto him feeling out of breath and in a dream-like state.
As she started to come down from the natural high, she moved her hand into Kei's hair. She felt her breath catch in a different way as she felt him breathing heavily against her skin and felt the fact that he was still inside of her. She saw something in his eyes that was similar to all the photos she'd ever seen of him on stage, when Kei lifted his head to gaze into her eyes. He placed his lips over her lightly. As Kei broke the kiss he carefully pulled out. She whimpered a little, feeling empty. Kei moved off her and laid on his back. She turned onto her side and gazed at his exhausted form. She placed her hand on his chest over his heart; it was pounding. Kei gripped her wrist gently then pulled her closer. She laid her head on his shoulder then placed her leg over his. Kei dropped his arm around ger back, resting his hand on her rear.
"Fuck." He muttered, his chest still heaving from the strength of his orgasm.
"We did." She stated, her voice flat. He laughed with his whole body and held her a little tighter. "I'll go once I can feel my legs again." She announced when the room quieted.
"You don't have to. Stay with me." Kei wasn't a fan of the idea at the moment.
"But the papers saidโฆ" She trailed off, hating bringing up the contract while they were so newly post-coital.
"Forget the paperwork. I want you right here." Kei's voice was filled with exhaustion but she could tell that he was firm in his decision. She didn't say a word. She scooted closer to him, wound her arm around his waist, and buried her head a little further into his neck.
a/n pt2: everyone say thank you to my friend for asking me if i actually think NDAs happen. she wasnโt fond of my response but this also came out of it!
i hope to have more fics or just shenanigans ready to post for the rest of this week! until thenโฆ hope you enjoyed.
