#androidstuck

“Karkat Vantas, what seems to be the problem if you have to wait outside one of the humans doors?” You look up to see lord AR looking rather pissed off at you.

“My lord I’m sorry. I’m just waiting for a human so I may ask him a few questions. To answer an upcoming question, no they are not in trouble I’m just being curious.” He just gives you a small smile making you back up a bit to hit the wall.

“KARKAT!!!!” You glance over to see John running over to you and sigh. He has a huge smile on his face as he tries to keep his food from falling on the floor.

*What a strange human.* you think as you glance back to lord AR to see him amused at the human. You then feel anger for him staring at the human and you quickly look back to the human just in time to see him stop in front of you and pant softly. “You did not need to run all the way here.” He just gives you another smile and looks over to lord AR, give him a shy wave.

“Hello…lord AR.” He gives John a nod before looking over to catch your eyes and walks off.

“I’ll let you do what you need to Karkat, don’t forget to do your job as well.” You give John a gentle push with one of your coils toward his room. He just laughs and walks in with you behind him. You watch him closely as he sets his tray down and look up to you with a big grin.

“So what do you wish to know?” You take a quick look around as he sits down, letting out a soft breath of air and begins to eat. His room is full of notes and metal pieces of different parts which makes his room quite messy. His bed though has nothing but papers scattered all over which makes you roll your eyes.

“I wish to know how you think, most humans don’t go around saying thank you to androids. In fact humans are still rather scared of us and yet here you are smiling at me like I’m harmless, wishing to help androids with repairs. Why do you wish to do this?” You look over to see him blushing with a soft smile to his lips, his blue eyes looking at a piece of paper that is just scribbled with messy handwriting in small letters.

“I just want to find a way to help people out. I’ve always been interested in androids, wanting to know how they work and think. I also just want something to distract myself with from my current situation, the best answer is to just focus on what makes me happy. So in other words I just want to explore what really is in an android to make myself happy.” He looks up to you and his smile turns a little sad. “To answer the other question, I like to tell people how I really feel. You have one life so why waist it acting like a selfish asshole. You and your comrades have helped protect us with no qualms, with no one ever saying thank you for the trouble. I’m just saying it for all the ones who won’t and besides I really do see you as a person even if you are just metal, you have a heart and a mind even if they aren’t real. To me all of you are living people and deserve to be treated as such. Dirk sees that too I think since he is with AR.” He looks back down and grabs another piece of paper while biting into the sandwich in his other hand. “Any other questions?”

“As of this moment no, you have given me good answers to my questions in great detail so thank you.” He laughs, while setting the paper down. He then leans his head back to look up at the ceiling with a soft sigh. “Is something bother you?” He shrugs, giving off a weak laugh.

“I’m just thinking is all.” You nod and begin to head to the door. “You’re leaving already?” You look over to see him looking at you with sadness in his eyes. You give him a nod and he frowns slightly, causing a pang of guilt to build up for some odd reason.

“If you wish I could stay for a little while longer, but I won’t be able to talk too much for I need to check up on the other areas I’m ordered to protect.” He smiles and nods, patting on the spot on the couch he is sitting at near him. You walk over and sit down beside him, not missing the slight blush on his cheeks.

“Thank you Karkat. You can come over whenever you wish to ask me questions, or to just have company I don’t really mind. I wouldn’t mind if you chose to talk to me more online as well, it’s nice having someone new to talk to.” You glance over to him take in his expression and how is just stare at his surrounding before taking bites of his food. You open up the program that runs all of the camera’s that you run and take quick glance to each. You find yourself stopping when you go to his room and see him looking up at you with a hand reached out, wanting to touch your arm. He quickly pulls is back and you find yourself feeling sad for him. Here is a human who doesn’t seem to have many friends and is just trying to explore a new thing, no person. He called you a person, he thinks you’re real and living. The least you could do is let him touch your arm.

“John, if you wish to touch my arm you may. I’m not going to hurt you, besides it’s the least I can do for you answering my questions.” You watch him in the camera as he smiles, you even zoom in to see those blue orbs gleam in happiness. You feel his hand on your arm and go up to your forearm, keeping a gentle touch to not disturb you. You examine his face as his grin grows with each movement up and down your arm. You find yourself wanting to explore him as well but go against it.

timaeusTestified [TT] began trolling carcinoGeneticist [CG]

TT: I hope you are not being a bad guest. If the kid is harmed in any way I will see to it you are punished by my hands.

CG: LORD AR I WON’T HURT THE BOY, I’M JUST TRYING TO GET TO KNOW HIM. HE IS DIFFERENT AND I DON’T THINK I COULD EVEN HARM A HAIR ON HIM, IN FACT I FIND MYESLF WISHING TO TOUCH HIS SOFT SKIN. WHY AM I FEELING THIS?

TT: You seem to be feeling human emotions for the boy. Don’t act on them until you are totally sure that it’s not just a phase. We don’t need you breaking the boys heart, Dirk would be furious knowing that one of his friends was used for experimenting with feelings.

CG: I UNDERSTAND LORD AR, I’LL BE CAREFULL.  

TT: Have you been keeping an eye on your job? He isn’t distracting you too much is he?

CG: I’VE BEEN CHECKING THEM. HE IS NOT A DISTRACTION AT ALL, IN FACT HE IS ACTUALLY HELPING ME KEEP A CLOSER EYE ON STUFF.

TT: Very well, I’ll let you continue with your job then. Remember don’t break the boys heart, he is a friend of Dirk’s after all.

timaeusTestified [TT] ceased trolling carcinoGeneticist [CG]

You close out trollian and the camera’s after giving it one more last look before you look down to John. Once he saw your eyes on him he backed away, looking down to the floor smiling. “Is something the matter?” He shakes his head still smiling with a light blush gracing his cheeks.

“Thank you Karkat, for letting me do that. Your very warm by the way, it’s very interesting.” You smile and shake your head while he laughs.

“I should be going now. I need to go check up on some systems and you need to go take that tray back to the kitchen.” He nods and stands up beside you.

“Yeah, I got class to get too. I’ll see you some other time right Karkat?” You watch him look over to you with a big smile and nod. Of course you will see him again, you want to get to know him like he does you. He gives you a wave and runs out with tray in hand down to where he first came from. You watch him trip and sigh, this boy is going to be interesting to know that is for sure.

4 weeks pass since you first met John Egbert and during those weeks you have found out that your curiosity for him just keeps growing, no matter how much you learn about him you just keep wanting to know more. You have come to realize that you like those dark ocean blue eyes of his on you at all times, you also like him touching and exploring your limbs. He has taken an interest in your coils and back at the moment. You have also come to notice that he blushes more around you, especially if you are looking down at him while he is exploring your limbs. Even with all of this though you have kept your promise to lord AR and not even touched him once, even if you want to run your hands through his hair or feel how soft and squishy his body really is. You also come to the conclusion that you wish to be in his room as much as you can, just to be near the boy who seems to be taking all control of you without even noticing.

Lord AR has notice though and has told you to limit your time with him. You want to listen to him but you also don’t want to go a full day without at least seeing the boy in person. Even if it does get you in trouble you at least need to hear the boy laugh and feel his hands touch you softly like he fears he might hurt you. You would be at his room right now if you didn’t have a checkup with Dirk at the moment.

“So how is everything running?”

“Normal as usual.” You respond, finding to be really impatient today.

“What about your feelings for Egbert?” You look over to him and he just smiles. “You can’t hide that from me. Egbert has been talking about you non-stop, it’s rather cute hearing him say how he likes seeing you every day.”

“He talks about me?” He nods and you begin to check your camera’s for any sign of John. You would troll him but AR could be monitoring that and at least in his room you can be alone with him with no one watching you. “What does he say might I ask?”

“He just says that he enjoys being around you and how you’re a total softy. He thinks he has you all figured out. How do you feel about him anyway?” You focus in on is room to find him on his bed and pants down to his knees. You watch him closely as he begins to run a hand up his chest to touch a perked up nipple and moan softly. “Are you listening to me Karkat? You don’t have the camera’s up do you?”

“Why can’t I have the camera’s up, it is my job after all.” You focus back on John, zooming in to just see his body instead of the whole room. He brings out his dick to the cool room and groans as he begins to slowly rub it.

“It might be your job but I told them that you would be off from 4:30 to around 5:00. I need to check your camera’s and see if there is anything you aren’t telling us just in case. AR has been telling me to keep an eye on you so you don’t do anything stupid with John.”

‘Ohhh Karkat, don’t just focus there! Touch me more, kiss me pleaseeee!’ John moans as he begins to buck up into his hand, rub his thumb over the tip teasingly. He soon brings his right hand down to his ass and begins to finger himself. ‘Ahh Karkat! I love you.’ He speeds up moaning your name louder and you find yourself mesmerized, thinking about what you would do to him if you were really there.

“You masturbate to relief stress right and to also express your inner desires?” You move the screen to the side and look over to Dirk who is blushing while messing with his tablet. You hear John cry your name once more and glance down to see him cum all over his hand, panting softly to regain his breath.

“You are one sick fuck to watch the kid do that when he thought you weren’t going to be looking.” You close the window and glare at him, feeling rather protective of the boy now.

“That did not answer my question.” He looks over to you and sighs, sitting the tablet down.

“Look Karkat, human males need to do that every now and then. Yes it does relieve stress and sometimes it might go with what we wish for. Why did you have to watch him do that, you could have closed it.” You roll your eyes, resisting the urge to check on John again.

“You told me he talks about me and I have also noticed that my interest in him keeps growing instead of dying off. When I saw him begin this act I grew more interested, I may have also been thinking on what I would have done to him if I were really there. Is that a bad thing to think of?” You watch him smile as he laughs.

“Maybe you should enter a relationship with him then. John seems to see you in that kind of way and your experiencing things like AR did. You seems to be running fine, you may go now.” You nod and stand up heading to the door. “Karkat, make sure to ask him out alright? Also please take good care of him, he deserves happiness.” You nod and turn the camera back on to see John gone and frown. You check the other rooms you have seen him in then the courtyard but couldn’t find him anywhere, worry growing faster the longer you can’t find him.

carcinoGeneticist [CG] began trolling ectoBiologist [EB]

CG: JOHN WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU AT. I WISH TO SEE YOU, PLEASE TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE.

ectoBiologist [EB] is idle at the moment.

CG: JOHN PLEASE ANSWER ME, I’M GETTING REALLY FUCKING WORRIED.

You walk around the area and find yourself near the human healing center, where Jane is in charge of keeping the humans healthy like Dirk and Roxy are with the androids. You look in to see Kanaya standing behind Jane with her in front of a human. When she moves you see John sitting on the table and sigh in relief.

“John I told you to be careful on running around everywhere, what if you have an episode?” John rolls his eyes and looks to Kanaya who is nodding at what Jane said. “How have you been feeling lately? Have you had any breathing problems or pain in the chest?” He shakes his head and you think back to when you were with him two days ago. He was looking at your chest, smiling when all of a sudden his face contorted to pain. You wanted to wrap your arms around him but held back when he moved away from you.

“Don’t lie to Miss Jane, John.” Kanaya says while looking down to the screen in her hand. Jane looks over to John sadly while he looks down to the ground.

“John we’re trying everything we can to figure out how to help you.” You watch her place a hand on his shoulder and he looks to the door and his frown deepens when his eyes meet yours. “We won’t let you die John. In fact I think we might be able to test out a part to replace something soon, how does that sound?” He shrugs, while you place your hand on the door frame. Kanaya looks over to you and smiles, which makes Jane look over to you as well. “Oh, hello Karkat.” She looks back to John and frowns. “John I want to see you tomorrow alright?” He nods and stands up, walking over to you. You give them a slight nod and walk beside John back to his room in silence.

You both get to his room, instead of him going to sit on the couch he goes to his bed and hits the pillow face first, making a soft grunt sound on contact. You stand near him just watching and waiting for him to speak, you really wish you could comfort him with your touch, but you are not allowed to touch him until you claim him as yours as what lord AR said.

“I bet you want to know what all that talk was about huh?” He looks over to you and you nod, unable to find your voice for some unknown reason. “Well, my body is different from others. People with problems can easily take pills or have surgery to get rid of the problem, once that happens the thing that needs replaced is switched with something robotic and they are all better and ready to go.” He laughs softly shifting to sit up and allowing you to sit beside him, which you do without being told to. He leans his head on your shoulder and lets off a soft sigh. “Not mine, mine wishes to see me die. I can’t take meds for what I have because it won’t work, my body reacts badly to it anyway. Then the whole surgery thing isn’t an option because no matter what they can’t find the problem to get rid of it, also my body doesn’t react kindly to the robotic parts. My body tries to kill the robotic parts along with my physical condition. So in other words, I’m dying slowly. I’m not allowed to run anywhere without someone worrying, no physical activity like running or even…sex.”

“So they can’t figure out anything to help you at all?” He shakes his head looking ready to cry. “Is that why you are in pain sometimes? Because your body is rebelling against you for being active?” He shrugs glancing up to you.

“I’m not too sure, pain just kind of comes and goes. How bad the pain is depends on what I have been doing.” He gives off I sigh before gently placing his hand near his heart.

“Is that where the pain starts?” He nods and you watch him closely. “Will you be in pain today, considering you masturbated while I was getting checked on?” His cheeks flush and he gets up to look at you.

“How did you?”

“I might have been watching at that moment. I would also like to say that I would not mind touching you in that kind of way either, I would actually like to try it out. That is if you accept me and become mine.” You watch him get closer to you, his lips only a few inches away from yours. All you would have to do is lean in and they would be yours for the taking, if he says yes then he would be all yours as well and no one would ever be able to touch him.

“Are you asking if I would like to go out with you? As in if I would be your boyfriend?” You give him a slight nod and he smiles slightly. “Does that mean you would finally touch me?”

“If that is what you desire then yes.” He gives you a nod, tears falling down his cheek. You quickly place your hand on his cheek, whipping the tears away and lean in the last few inches to claim his lips. You feel his arms slid around your neck, pulling you down along with him to lay on the bed. “Why do you cry?” He laughs softly as you trail kisses down his cheek to get rid of the tears.

“Because I never thought I would find someone to love, let alone fall in love with the person of my dreams.” You roll your eyes and finally comb your fingers through his raven hair, making sure to gently rub his scalp. He lets off a soft groan and you move to his neck planting soft kisses. Before things get too heated though you stop and look him in the eyes and see him smiling. You give his forehead one more kiss and he take that as a sign to pull you down so he may cuddle up closer to you.

“Shouldn’t you go and get some food?” He shakes his head and cuddles up closer, so you allow one hand to rest on his back gently.

“I just want to take a nap, I’m not feeling too good right now anyway.” You look down to see his raven hair and run your free hand through his hair again, rubbing his head and making him hum softly.

“Are you in pain?” You hear him hum and frown slightly. “I understand, rest and I’ll escort you to go get food when you wake back up.” You get no response that time and place another soft kiss to his head. Checking on your camera’s while your lover rests beside you.