#andmind

Lately I've been doing pretty well!

Classes are going fine for the most part, though I'm worried about Physics. I'm going to go to tutoring for it if I can find the damn time to do so. So many things to do but so little time. Story of my life. I do get to make a flipcomic for my next 2D design project, though, so awwww YEEEEAAAH! Nothing like being in my element.

Other than class, the only upset I've been having trouble with is the occasional 8LUH 8LUH 8IG DUM8 ANXIETIES. Mostly to do with minor worries about annoying others. Not right off the bat, but I feel like I can get boring or annoying after a little while. I dunno. I think a lot of it comes from the whole breakup, which I know was a month ago but I don't recover that quickly. In my head it processes as "if I gave my all to her and it wasn't enough, then why would I be for anyone else" and it just causes that tiny voice of self-doubt about my worth to others. I'm talking the problem up, though, and it's not really that big. I definitely know how stupid it is, but oh well. Can't help what happens in your head a lot of the time. I know I'm worth a lot more than my head tells me sometimes, so I just tell it to fuck right off.

Halo 4 is excellent and I'm so glad that it is. I was worried about 343i's competence, but they did a good job. Multiplayer is fun and has the Halo feel that I wanted but is fresh at the same time. Sprinting speeds up the game without ruining balance, IMO. The armor abilities are diverse but useful for different purposes. Plus, the Covenant Carbine is still the best thing ever. <3 It completely overshadows Black Ops II in a few days, even.

I'm loving How I Met Your Mother, which I've been watching with Devin lately. Excellent show, though some of the jokes are cheesy, it definitely has its moments. And Neil Patrick Harris is brilliant, of course! I'm planning to start watching Supernatural when I get a good chance to sit down and do so, as I've been encouraged. Hopefully I love it as much as I dread I will (oh god another fandom help me please tumblr is a toilet that's sucking me in granted it's a wonderful toilet and sweet jesus this is a crazy runon sentence). Also, GRAME GUMPS is amazing! I adore Jon and Arin. Beatboxing King Ghidorah is the best thing ever.

Also, can I just say I have AWESOME friends? Watching shit tons of Merlin with me (dat goblin Gaius)! Watching Baman and Piderman...hell, even filming videos with me IN IT as Batman?! If you haven't seen it yet, do yourself a favor and watch it, it's on my Facebook page. And I'm looking forward to watching a SWEET FILM tomorrow! You all know who you are! *wink wonk* With all these awesome people around, it's hard to let the bad times get to me. So thank you, guys. All of you.