#anditskillingme

Two of the things I struggle with the most sometimes. I can’t stand the thought of needing you still after so long, but the truth is that I never stopped. I never stopped loving you, or thinking and caring about you. I never wanted to see the day, this day, where I don’t have you in my life. We don’t talk anymore. And you were my best friend. It’s tearing me up inside, and all because I needed a little space to breathe. I’m not even sure what I was looking for. But if I had of known the cost would have been this great...