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@wayhavenfrights DAY 31: TRICK OR TREAT

Vy flushed and played with his fingers.

Vy: My first attempt... I kinda just wanted to dance. It came to me naturally and then I got rejected! -He giggled- I realized back then, Hayden was a lot worse than he is now and dancing? Sex... it was impossible. But then we shared our hearts and it could happen. I do most of the dancing, but I enjoy dancing for him. Dancing with him..

Vy leaned back playing with his hair as he smiled rather mischievously, thinking fondly of his Hay Hay. Of their dances together, of all their times together. He smiled at Lucas.

Vy: But yes, I was nervous. I still am, even if it might not look like it, I was nervous about his well being, especially when I realized it could harm him. But that is not a problem between you and River. You're healthy and River, well... River isn't well at 100%, that's a fact, but I think he can dance! Just, don't tire him too much. He hides it, but his lungs bother him a lot more than he shows. Oh! And don't put pressure on his chest! Like, if you're on top of him like I do with Hay Hay and dancing on him, don't put pressure on his chest. One of the exams I did for River, I placed some straps on his chest and pressured his chest and he had a coughing fit! For a second I thought he was going to literally cough out a lung! So, if you're on top of him and... and put your weight on his...

Vy flushed red staring at Lucas, realizing he might be speaking too much.

Vy:... I mean... Huh... But he can huh... have sex... I think... I'll shut up now! -and he covered his face in shame-

Although he opened his mouth to answer on occasion, he simply sat quietly as Vy spoke, feeling his cheeks burn. He knew Vy was very open, but he had not quite expected this type of answer to his inquiry. In a way it was sweet, and it showed just how much he cared about his husband.. but it was a little more information than he had imagined coming his way. But he did remember River coughing, always saying he wasn't fully healthy, and this, what Vy told him, worried him. Perhaps he just shouldn't, what if he somehow hurt River with it?

Lucas: He told me, very casually once, that he died.. is that why?

He remembered that so well. They had never talked about it after that, but he still remembered the words as if they were just said to him. It scared him and worried him to know what Vy had just told him, that he could hurt him somehow with what he wanted. 

Lucas: Maybe I should just not... I don't want to make him cough up a lung.. or worse.