#and updates

I realized I'm about to handle my final papers in college in a few months (college has been keeping me way too busy than I liked), and I'm currently multitasking my daily classes with an unpaid internship. Soon, I'll need to seriously harness my skills as a character designer (as it was what I planned to be) and brainstorm a lot of stories to draw.

And right now, I wanted to get back on my skills, and maybe fix my presence as a hobbyist. I'm not the best in time-management, but I feel like there'll be no better time than the present to start doing what you want. I've been on autopilot to heal myself from my last burnout.

It wasn't a joke, about what they said regarding burnout. Took me 3 years whole or more to feel like a proper person again. And now, I think I'm slightly mentally ready to be responsible with my art and creativity again. I want to be present, I want to create more arts. And I hope I'll find my audience soon.

Hearing how many people got into dramas, callouts, and such. Seeing so many wonderful people announcing their quits or finally coming clear with their situation breaks my heart. And at first I thought "I'm glad I never been active enough to not get caught in this kinda drama".

But,

—it made me think it over. All these people, which I admire and support, standing strong on their feet even after getting slammed by the hurdles of problem they experienced... Give me a reminder, that if they could still continue despite everything,

What's stopping me?

And so, I've decided to make this post. And to give shot out to those who helped me clear the fog in my head, even just a bit. Those who have shits going on with their lives, and those who want to get back on their old OCs. Thank you, I now feel a bit more ready to get into action as well.

That's why, you who have read this far, thank you for your patience. I hope it gives you some food for thought, as it did to me ^^ Right now, I'll try to get back on my own feet, and practice my rusty skills. I wanna get back on my Obey Me! fancomic, and maybe my original comics too.

Future plans might involve me finally practicing my editing and animating skills, I am, after all, an animation major student 😅 But, I also realize my skill lies more on storytelling than just art itself. Someone helped me realize this, and I can't be more than grateful to them.

And my upcoming project would be some future planning for my comic-making. I'll try to be braver and more daring to be more active on my social media accounts. And maybe actually making a strawpage acc haha

Again. Thank you for reading this far, and I hope you have a good day! All the blessing and luck for you, dear lovely strangers.