#and obvious

i am once again asking why louis and harry can't be seen publicly together supporting each other even as friends 💀

trying to research your psychological symptoms is kinda funny bc it's like, hm, well, it seems I either had some trauma I can't remember, or something in my brain is randomly and inexplicably fucked up 🤷

Still waiting for results from my evaluation and I'm still not really sure what I think of the possibility I might be autistic, tbh. On one hand, it really does kinda feel like it slots so nicely into and explains so much about me and could maybe be kinda helpful explaining and understanding myself. On the other hand, I feel like I only relate to maybe half of anything I see and read and hear about autism and the experiences of autistic people. I just can't imagine I'm similar enough to that to be that? It just doesn't feel like it quote adds up, while simultaneously feeling like it finally answers everything so perfectly. I have no idea what to expect when they finally get back to me with the results

I want a cute guy to hug on me and make me smile and take pictures of me and call me handsome and build lego sets with me and watch scary movie with me and and and