YOU BETTER KNOW

"It’s natural that you are lost like a clumsy child On this unfamiliar path It’s alright to take a rest, no rush Like that wild flower that’s bloomed slowly..."

       Moo wanted to laugh, she didn't know why but as she saw the trainees in the idol department still practicing and still didn't debut, the temptation of bursting in  laughter trembled underneath her skin. Happiness ran through her veins as she watched them tirelessly repeat everything in the dance routine, each having difficulty on following. She knew that everything came like a wrecking ball, so fast that she didn't even realize that she was so into the game called Life that she had almost forgotten how to live. Her laughter died down as she watched them still going on for minutes and now knew for a fact that maybe being an actress isn't so bad after all.

       Being an actress may be hard but it takes time to realize that maybe, just maybe being an actress is suited for her more than being an idol. Life may go really fast like a blur but once you realize the things that passed by, it will slow down, it will never stop, just waiting for you to catch up. If the old Moo knew that being an actress will help her stand up from the monsters that eat her every night, she wouldn't believe it. Now she knows why the company changed her department. Now she knows that this will guide her back to herself. Now she knows that being an actress is worth taking for when you will rise to the top and let the others show that you can act in the stage, wearing the fanciest costumes, singing the greatest comeback songs and dancing to your hearts content. Now she knows that even when life slows down because of having a slump, it will still flow and will continue to flow until you are ready to face it, and say 'I did it.'

After all, life has always been ready for us since the beginning of time, we just need to push through. 

“If we line up under the same rules There’s no meaning, there’s no fun There isn’t always just one answer...”

Being an idol is tough but being an actress is tougher. Everyone is pretty much different from one another. Some might say that a fish trapped in a fishbowl is happier when it doesn’t know how vast the sea is, but Moo knew that if she doesn’t go out of her boundaries, she may never get the best of her abilities. She may be different from the others, but we have similarities too. After all, we wouldn’t have any friends if we don’t have any common grounds.

Perhaps the others may think that everything is not worth to take a chance but Moo thinks that even though being an actress is more difficult than being an idol at least it pushes her to her limit and her life will go against the current of her routine that will probably never change unless she put her heart and energy into it. 

There are so many possible solutions to every problem. There are probably thousands of us thinking the same thing at the same time. There are so many differences but there are probably a lot more on similarities. Some will be carriers. Some may be the transporters. Some may be the receiver. Some might say that we are not the same.True. But honestly all of us are pretty much the same in terms of pushing ourselves to our limit until we decide that we are contented.

And we all live in order to find the meaning as to why we are born.