#amplified fears

What I mean by that is that the part of me that can see the future with him, I feel like it’s slowly drifting away every time my “what ifs” train of thought comes rolling by about the possibility that if this does end up going sour, my heart will be broken all over again. All of my fears I had during my dark phase just got amplified after the serious talk on Friday…. I’m praying and hoping that this fear won’t turn into a reality one day~