#amneisla

ANGST AND POST-ANGST SENTENCE STARTERS !

             gaze   flits  up   to   the   younger   ,   doubting   ,   perplexed.      she’d  done   what   they  asked   her   to   do   ,   quit   the   pills   ,   got   sober  ,   ignored   the   way   her   body   ached  and   suffered   through  the   horrible   detox  ,   and   still  they   looked   at   her   as   though   she   were   a   leper   ,   an   outsider  ,   dirty.      a  small   shake   of   her   head  and   hands   carefully  place   the   towel  beside   her   surgical  tools   ,   turning  to   fully   face  isla.   somewhere   deep  in   her   heart  there’s   a   burning  anger   ,   that  after   all   she’d  gone   through   ,   no   one   would   face  her.   and   yet   ,   she   knows   she   deserves   this  doubt   ,   especially  after   all   the   lying   and   sneaking   pills.     they   had   every  right   to   doubt  her.   especially   isla.