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(ââ ` i will put my itunes on shuffle, pick my favorite line(s) from the first song that comes up and use it for a starter in a drabble. âthe song: inconsolable - backstreet boys )
â i close the door. (âŚ)i wanna let you walk away tonight without a word.
It slammed hard, Bambam barely even registering his own strength until the echo, harsh and heavy, filled the room and he could only take a moment to think. To breathe. It was helpless, though, when thoughts flooded and clouded his mind, leaving him to only suffocate. How did things turn out this way? A light disagreement turned into a harsh argument and neither backed up until the very endâ when it was all too late. Dropping his face in his palm, Bambam cursed, living in his regrets.
â keepin it inside, its killing me.cause all i ever wanted comes right down to you.i wish i could find the words to say.
The words he wished to say, âIâm sorryâ, werenât enough and Bambam knew. He didnât deserve to mutter those words, sincere or not. He hurt Minkiâ and he hurt Minki bad and it took one more twist before the assistant finally pulled the covers of him, he wasnât going to sleep. His guilt wouldnât allow him to and an exhausted sigh escaped his throat as he grabbed his jacket and headed down the corridor. âIâll talk to him if I see himââ he excused, knowing he wasnât confident enough to approach the other just yet but as eyes dropped on a familiar face, a face he wasnât ready to see, Bambam felt a lump in his throat.
"MinkiâŚ" He called out, it was the only word that he could find and clutching his fingers together, the younger exhaled a breath. "Iâmâ" he paused, though, the apology still something he felt like he couldnât say and that resulted into nothing more than silence. He could sense the disappointment waver from the other and frowned, dropping his head. "I still want to be friends." Bambam then confessed and he meant that truthfully. "But its up to you, whether you can accept me back â IâŚ" he froze.
There was nothing more he could say.
He couldnât find the words he wished to say.
