I really do enjoy being single. I don’t have to answer to anyone, don’t have to tell anyone what I’m doing or who I’m with. Don’t have to explain anything. But I’m at a point where I’m sick of being lonely. I do miss having someone to come home to. Someone to lay in bed and talk about our days with. I miss having someone who’s interested in me and wants to see me and love me. I’m so fucking exhausted, I feel like I don’t know who I am sometimes. Some days, like today, I feel like I’m going crazy. I hate being bored. I hate sitting around wasting time doing nothing. I wish I had one friend who actually would take time to hang. Everyone’s in relationships and has lives. Then there’s me, I wouldn’t wanna hang with me either 🤗 I don’t know what will ever make me ok again. I feel like I’m meant to never find someone and it’s the worst feeling in the world. UGH
