#ambitionless

so ever since that guy has been gone like. it’s like a fucking miracle happened.

half of my anxiety is just gone, my ass isn’t clenched each time i walk upstairs and the weirdest fucking twist??? I actually go to bed on time more often and in the last few days have woken up at 8 a m

The Age of Ophelia and the Sticky Transom

We live in The Age of Ophelia and of the sticky transom, and neither of those things are good, or worthy, when day is done. Ophelia is one of the most insipidly sad characters in all of Shakespeare’s greatest works — and in Hamlet, she not only dies a coward’s death — she also deeply burns disappointment into every reader of the play and observer of her character in performance. (more…)

Dear Undead Love,

I hear you're still doing the same things you were 6 years ago, no change? Why? I expected more from you. Not because I have the right to expect more from you, but because I respected you, and thought you were destined to be a success.

When I see opportunities for you I feel like I should call you and tell you about them, help you with your CV, or your coursework, or just your life in general.

Undead love, I know I told you I didn't love you anymore, but you were stupid enough to believe it. I mean I told you I could never stop loving you... so look at where what you thought of me got you and me.

The tiniest things remind me of you but I can't tell you these things because you'd think I want to be you girl again. I don't! Why?

Because we broke up the

first time you said you would change

second time you said you'd change

third time you said you'd change

Why would I have let there be a fourth time? With age you got lazier, and grew into not caring. Why would I subject myself to being an ornament of intimacy (if you could call it that) a cook, a maid (would it have killed you to wash the damn dishes?) I gave you more than you gave me, and I know I could have given 60% more, but that would have made more of a fool (I was already a fool for being smitten over you)

I hope you pick yourself up soon/ find someone who will.

ex-oh-ex-oh