I think I am the happiest when I listen to music. Sure, everyone feels happy when they listen to music. It is a natural effect. But I am most certain, they do not feel the way I feel. Most times I am down. Way down. So down, no thought differs from another. All the same, about the same things. Pretty repetitive. I always pictured myself further than where I am now. I beat myself up for it way too much and yet do nothing about it. It is something I cannot seem to shake. The only obstacle I have is myself. Giving up is easy.