It was after Altyâd met with her allies to plan their course of action with the next dayâs battle that she sought out StĂŠphane. She found him with the horses, as usual. âHow goes training the jaelir?â Alty asked, finding a seat by the spring theyâd set up a makeshift paddock by. The turn of his head, followed by the mareâs effortless unseating him was enough. One second he was on her back, the next in a pile of leaves. Alty laughed. âNot well, I see.âÂ
âSheâs just got a little spirit,â He replied, slowly climbing to his feet, âThatâs good.â Alty couldnât help but smile when she saw him. It wasnât love, not like what sheâd had with Rhylio, full of passion and trust, but she understood him. He understood her. It made what sheâd be asking easier.Â
âTake a break, for just a moment, StĂŠphane. I need to speak with you.â Alty motioned to a smooth, flat stone, her smile tight-lipped. StĂŠphane wiped his trousers off as he approached, his face impossible to read, as usual. That face was always calculating some sort of benefit. âI want you to go if the tide turns against us.â She started before heâd even sat down, looking away. âThis isnât your fight, nor is it your menâs. However much we need you, I canât go to my death knowing I led innocent men to their deaths.â The words were impossible for her to stomach saying, but she had to. His life couldnât be given for her cause.Â
âWe had a deal, but I donât care. Take your men, your horses, and take the babies the moment it looks like we might lose. StĂŠphane...I canât take you from your lands, nor can I take you from your sons. Just...if I die, care for little Constance and Rouen.â She didnât notice the tears that trailed down her cheeks, as she tore her own heart in two again. Suddenly silence was deafening, and Alty squeezed her eyes shut to keep his face from her sight.Â
As much as she wanted to keep him there, to keep him by her side, Alty knew she couldnât. He was happier elsewhere. So, Alty stood up, and walked away first.Â