#aluhti

Mankind is programmed to accept lies, to stay apparently oblivious in an illusionary world filled with misrepresentation and deceit. We accept it, live by it, even enjoy it. We read wonderful and inspiring quotes about ‘the truth’, while we watch a series on television. You do realize that all movies and series are basically lies?

Once you realize this and accept it as truth, the fun in watching…

When you look in the mirror you see the human being which is your souls vessel in this lifespan. You go around and see yourself a lot of times in mirrors, but that’s seeing yourself without real focus, probably the same way you eat your food. And do a lot of things in general, since most people live their lives completely on autopilot.

Your mind is on autopilot

The problem with autopilot is that…

When I close my eyes and focus real good I can still remember every little wrinkle and spot on the faces and bodies of the men I really loved. I spent hours watching them upclose, following every curve of their face and body with my eyes and fingers. Sculpturing every inch of them deep within my brain and memory.

And then I woke up the other morning, realising that I don’t know myself that…