This is Sanguine, and behind her is Black Bane. These are Black Doom's and Black Death's parents.
Tw, unspecified angst and abuse.
K, so, i like, never post Bane content here, for very good reason, and i usually avoid saying his name when i do mention him here, if you ever go on my Deviantart you'll know why that is, and you're not getting context here, other than Sanguine doesn't live very long after this, and yes, it's his fault. She did love her sons very much though, we stan Sanguine in this household dw, but she also loved him so very much and always tried to see the good in him, and never for a second believed that he would hurt their sons despite what he did to her. She's extremely lucky she didn't live long enough to see how wrong she was.
The reason I'm posting this here and it's not a DeviantArt exclusive is because you guys deserve at least some actual context for some of Doom and Death's childhood and why they ended up the way they did, yanno living with just their father and all, but obvi, i can't share everything here, you're gonna have to go over there if you want more of it, but please if you do go over there looking for it, proceed with caution, it's very much dead dove: do not eat. And on here I'm only putting it under my au tag as I'm not suuuuper comfortable posting this under the sonic tags.
BTW YES I AM AWARE BOTH LORE POSTS HAVE BEEN SEVERE ANGST LMAO, THIS MONTH WAS EXTREMELY ANGST CENTRIC FOR SOME REASON. I SWEAR THE NEXT ONE, DESPITE BEING SEMI ANGST, ISN'T THIS DEPRESSING. IT'S WHY I SAVED IT FOR LAST LMAO, YOU'LL LIKE THAT ONE I PROMISE.
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Has Mephiles found out about Amethystâs relationship in the timeline where sheâs alive?
Yeah he knows about that lmfao, it doesn't piss him off though like Shadow getting with Crys does, he holds no hatred for Scourge or even knows who he is
He's more surprised than anything, he feels immense guilt for her not surviving development, so to know that there's a singuler Ames that survived, and not only survived but created her own happiness and became a queen, that's honestly so much more than he could've ever dreamed for her
See, he knows about the other pairs through Crys. When she was yanked into the Corrupted timeline, the living Ames was still not as big as she was gonna get, because she and her sister were 3 years younger than all the other pairs. And when Neutral Crys met them a second time when the Apocalypse Trio started wrecking the Hopeless timeline, she found out that Ames was married and had four children now, which she told her dad
Mephiles, in Neutral, won't admit it out loud, but he is proud of her, and heshappy at least one version of his dead daughter gets to live a real life, untethered from her twin sister
If you're talking about Null, yeah he knows lmfao, he found out when Scourge and Ames stormed the castle, with the help of Doom and like, the entire crime syndicate in order to rescue him after he was forcibly brought back home. He only approves cause Scourge rules better than Elise ever did, and his sister actually can handle Scourge and actively enjoys his company (Null is the brother of Crys and Ames in this timeline), though he does sometimes rag on her for having a bad taste in men, which she then responds by pointing to Doom, the previously disgraced ex warlord, and goes 'You ain't much better, shut the fuck up.'
Bear seems to think that we would make it even if we had crossed paths when we were 8 or maybe in our Mid-20's
I somehow doubt that. But maybe I'm missing lots of important information, even if that particular timeline doesn't exist in this universe.
It has been a slog reading Christina Li's ,'True Love and Other Impossible Odds' when it seemed like it'll take forever to get to that moment with Julia. What I was able to remind myself of is that a lot of women do go through that layer of Comp Het.
When I got to the point where Grace's Car Battery dies and she needs Julia's help, I found myself thinking of what I might be like spending time with Bear when I was in my 20's.
I had brought this up with her and she mentioned a scenario where we would be watching 'Felicity' together. I kind of doubted Bear would be interested. Unless, I've yet to be fully influenced by the idea that I'm only safe if I had a Cis Man to protect me. That I might not had my eye on Scott Speedman. Maybe it's Ben Covington.
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You guys wanna know a random fun fact about Gerald in my au? He was absolutely homophobic, so he considered his relationship with Doom as scientific and necessary to cure Maria, but like, everyone on the Ark absolutely saw through him, they just chose not to say anything in order to keep their jobs and their lives.
He also, in top of that, stubbornly rationalized it in his head that Doom was female cause Doom told him how Shadow and Eclipse and any other Black Arms member were and are made, and, yanno, the production of eggs = female in mobian and animal biology, so Doom = female. He absolutely knew that wasn't the case and Doom tried to tell him that, but they eventually agreed to disagree, and to chalk it up to a translation issue, to keep from chasing each other off. (Doom worried their relationship would turn too professional and Gerald worried that Doom would leave him stop helping him due to percieving him as intellectually inferior. They're both equally stupid tbh, where else do you think Shadow gets it.)
Anyways, just a random 3 am thought i found interesting so had so i thought I'd tell you guys about it.
âWould you love me if I was a wormâ no. I would not. You would not be you as a worm. You wouldnât have the personality and morals that make you my friend. You wouldnât even have your name, all you would be called is âwormâ. I likely would never even see you once, Nevermind interact with your life. You would be a worm in the dirt, and nothing more to me. likely in nearly all permutations of reality where your a worm this lies true.
But is it not better to never have loved you because you were a worm then to never have loved you when you were human? This love is one born from a first meeting after all. That first meeting could have never happened. In many permutations of reality it did not.
One of us could have made a fatal mistake, or met a tragic end, or worst of all, simply never taken a path that led to the other. They would never know that they could have met someone they would have loved, someone that influenced their life so greatly. And they would be all the worse for it, without even regret about what could have been.
No, I would not love you if you were a worm, because my love for you is because of who you are