sunset & earth
sunset: who is someone you thought would be in your life forever, but you no longer talk to?
Even if this younger form of his is far more approachable so much that he’s met countless people, there’s hardly anyone Gil could value so much that he’d consider them a friend (an equal). However there is but one who he will forever acknowledge as his friend.
A one of a kind whose worth won’t change for all of eternity.
But unfortunately, Gil has never personally met that man with long flowing green hair in this form. So they aren’t exactly someone he no longer talks to since in the first place, he’s never spoken to them in this form. Nonetheless, he values the memories of that man his older self buried away. Whenever he unearths one recollection of his older self, speaking unnaturally soft and kind and looking genuinely pleased to be with that man with green hair or another of his older self, eager to fight with or against that man who stood with or against the king at equal strength... he wonders, ‘why couldn’t fate promise that they’d be by his side forever?’ or blames his older self that he honestly hates so much for becoming such a king at some point in time. No longer than a moment later, he’d acknowledge that it’s childish of him to question fate or to blame who he’s destined to become and reluctantly move on.
( But once in a while, as he’s lost in a nostalgia that doesn’t necessarily belong to his child self, he wishes that Enkidu ( not the Chains of Heavens stored in his currently inaccessible Gate of Babylon ) would’ve lived by his side when he was a child as well. )
earth: where do you feel most at home?
Home would be none other than the city where his true origin lies. Though it is unfortunately not some place he can so easily return to, the city of Uruk is where he has felt the most comfortable, the most satisfied, and the most at home with his surroundings.
