wed. feb.4
1 opinion/new thing i learned
i learned that polyrythyms is just a time signature where the denominator is 8, david bowie died on my friends birthday
i don't know a lot, and a lot of the things i assume about myself i struggle to do, i have traits i dont like in others. i hate confontration and talking about feelings, send a manic pixie dream boy my way and let him teach me compassion!!!!
1 thing that made me angry/happy I was angry at my friend so i did a petty thing, and now im angry at myself for being petty something i read: okay i don't know if this counts but i make the rules.
0.58 - 1.40 of Troupeau bleu by cortex
"used to be one of the rotten ones, and i liked you for that" - broken social scene --- I have assimlated, and hidden everything unique about me to fit in, i used to be weird a 'rotten one' and ive lost that because, im scared? of what? now im in a weird middle zone, not counter culture and creative enough for the artists and not normal or rich enough for the plastics... help!help! get me out of here... maybe uni will make me weird again, fresh starts, no one knows me, uh oh but i don't know me either...help!!
