I want a girl to love me for me! To look at me while I'm not present and be Paris to be mine! To love every crazy thing about me! To love the fact that I am ok with being myself even though I believe in things many people do not, even things she doesn't but she looks at me and cherishes the fact I'm nothing like anyone else! For her to look at me and totally know that I can be a chaotic person and her buying all the gear to prepare for those chaotic moments so she can get thru them with me cuz she rather battle my demons with me than to leave me alone to do so myself! I want a girl to look at me and cherish the fact that she has me, that if I wanted anyone I could have them, I could be by their siding loving them but I gladly and Willingly chose her to be that person and her know that I wouldn't want it any other way! I want someone to fall in love with how romantic I am and how much of an adshole I am, to fall in love with my sanity and my insanity, to fall in love with my present and my past, to love how strong I am and how weak and vulnerable I can be........I just want someone to love me the way I love them!......but now days it's all a game to people! No one falls in love for the other person anymore they are selfish and only care what happens to them.......when do people learn that the more selfless you are the closer to true love you get! #RealizingTheTruth #ImNeverGoingToHaveThis #TruthHurts #teamcharmz #IWish #ButItWillAlwausBeJusyAWish #AloneIStand