#aloneagainasusual

I wanna be closer to her...... But everything is telling me to drop it..... To just keep going on my own..... How many times will I get broken to realise, maybe this love thing isn't for me?...... I'm locking up my heart again..... So I don't fall for another "soon to be stranger"! Maybe I don't deserve Love....... Maybe i'll never have a real community who'd love me for me..... All my quirky & shitty sides...... Maybe i'm destined to be alone... Not just in the love department..... But friendshipwise too..... It's okay I'll build up an even stronger Dome to protect myself...... I can't afford to get attached to anyone again..... The patterns are always the same...... I'm better off alone...... Smh.