#allurement asks

Hi, there!

"Allurement" is my first fic on Tumblr and I do not regret writing it. I have simply been at a loss of motivation for this fic lately, but I never stopped working on it. I admit I have been slower than intended, but I want to assure you and all the readers who have been so patient and understanding, that "Alluremen" has not been abandoned by me and it will soon have an update.

Also, I missed your oneshot collection. That book was the only yandere book I kept coming back to reread 😔

What story on your next update list?

Warning- Mentions of Pedophilia and Sexual violence

Hi, I too missed updating. Choi Ara is one complicated character, I can't give any spoiler regarding her, but I can tell you that she has a goal in mind, she has an agenda and she, like Namjoon, would do anything to reach there.

While she has been made powerless by circumstances and forces beyond her control, NJ'S powerlessness is more insidious. His powerlessness stems frome his desperation for pure love and affection. He is a man whose closest connection to love was a washed out, severely depressed mother, who unfortunately despite being a good person was of little affect in the greater, crueller scheme of things.

It is perhaps that spectre of humanity, that little piece of his mother that he has in him that makes him cling with all his might to whatever affection he can get from the one person in his life who sees him for him. Even if it means completely destroying that person.

If anything it is sad.

It is like seeing someone grip something they love so hard they shatter the object itself into pieces and yet the desperation and fear in them is such that they will continue to hold the shattered shards.

I'm sorry I ranted for so long but I just deeply loved the chapter🥺.

A. Y/n loves her child/gives attention to them more than Namjoon

B. Y/n manages to run away despite being a mother to Namjoon's child(ren) because he became too self assured that Y/n could not leave.

Oo, this is getting interesting!

Scenario A- Namjoon would not really mind, since he is loved-starved and had a rather emotionally difficult childhood, his child is going to be spoiled and pampered by him. But if (Y/N) stops giving him attention at all, he would find a way to mend that.

Namjoon: How did none of you hear what I just said!??!!

Yoongi: I've been zoned out for the past two and a half hours.

Jimin: I got distracted halfway through.

Y/n: Ignoring you was a conscious decision.

Namjoon: I'm literally willing to die for you but what is it?