Any KaiSoo fics with selfharm/depression/anxiety?
[Major major trigger warning for this post] Hi lovelies, hereās some fics we found that deal with themes of anxiety, depression, and self-harm. Please head the warnings in each fic and read at your own discretion.
anxiety: (can be separately or w depression tho)
can we stop the clock - Kyungsoo is the product of anxiety and a growing obsession with the numbers on his watch. Jongin is a beautiful dancer that shies away from the spotlight. What happens when fate - or their best friends - brings the two together?(anxiety, OCD)
Not Just in Fairytales - smut, jongin is anxious caused by the unhealthy relationship with his ex and ksoo meets him in the mid of attack at the party and calms him down (subspace, D/S, Body Worship, TopSoo)
Running HomeĀ - mama au, jongin has trained all life to get accepted toĀ Julliard but his life changes 180 degrees after he discovers he can teleport (anxiety and panic attacks)
AberrationĀ - hs au, ksoo is a photograph and he loves taking photos of his favourite dancer jongin; unfortunately heās a bit (a lot) socially awkward
Stomach Tied in KnotsĀ - teacher au, jongin is used to routine but that changes one day when he meets a new teacher at his school
nothingās gonna change (my love for you)Ā - uni au, jongin has a big big crush on his friend kyungsoo but heās more than nervous to approach him let alone ask him out (panic attacks, insomnia)
Blind But Not ObliviousĀ - jongin is just very socially awkward and his big crush his a popular and handsome football captain kyungsoo whom jongin cheers on the sideline in his bear costume as the schoolās mascot
drowning in answers, all out of questions - Kyungsoo finds that he has a hard time caring about anything at all. He finds himself unwilling to care about his grades, his colleagues or his family. Theyāre not even worth the effort. Kim Jongin, however, is actually worth the effort. And so much more. (anxiety, depression)
depression:
gross - non au, tw for eating disorders (ksoo), depression. this lit just got submitted to our blog aah
The Diary of Do Kyungsoo - Soo has depression and the only good thing in his life is Jongin
le collectionneurĀ - Jongin collects pieces of Kyungsoo, but fails to notice how he hands Kyungsoo pieces of himself in exchange.Ā (fragile!soo and protective!jongin)
I Love You, Just Like This - Soo loves his straight BFF Jongin
French Vanilla - Jongin is divorced and unhappy til he meets Soo, who is about to commit suicide
bring back the light in my eyes - ksoo is depressed but jongin is the reason he carries on
i know you (i walked with you once upon a dream) - from bdool, depression and sleeping disorder, jongin rather than going outside dwells in his dreams and this is also where meets kyungsoo
where were you? - they both start talking regularly when jongin calls the crisis helpline. based on the song by the fray
pull me out of the deep blue - Ā Because Jongin is Kyungsooās sweet memory he keeps on daydreaming about.
where the lights are - Celebrity AU in which Kyungsoo is a well-known celebrity and Jongin is his secret lover in the shades.
Love MeĀ - theyāre married, jongin suffers from depression and there are days when he finds hard even waking up and facing the world but soo is here to distract him (comfort, emotional smut)
selfharm:
a good day in one hundred -Kyungsoo convinced himself that cutting would help. The rush of adrenaline, the buzz that he got after cutting, it was enough to fill the empty space in his chest. smut w body worship
edges of a broken glass - Nothing changes a man drastically more than a lust for revenge.
baby donāt cry - chaptered and ongoing, side pairingsā¦ self harm
Under Broken Glass - Sooās past haunts him and he hurts himself to cope until he meets Jongin
An everlasting promise. - Soo constantly gets bullied both in and outside of school
Off Course - Kyungsoo moves away to another coutnry after a failed suicide attempt and he meets new people, makes new friends and thereās a boy who he likes more than a friendĀ
Donāt - Jongin wants to commit suicide but Kyungsoo wonāt have any of that
release - :( eating disorders
ShadowsĀ - gotta balance out the fluff with some good old thriller fics ;)
strangers in a cafĆ©Ā - jongin suffers from panic attacks and selfharm but he isnt alone as he thought
House of Cards - jongin is hospitalized for a numerous attempt of hurting himself and there he meets his idol, a rising actor kyungsoo who got in an accident leaving him bound to a wheelchair (soo suffers here with anxiety and depression)Ā
previous fics with anxiety/depression/self-harmĀ here.Ā please be careful and read the warnings for all of the stories!Ā
- Admins I, J, W
