#allthatcouldhavebeen

It was a dull night as any day in the infirmary no matter how 'safe' it was. Kathy didn't need eyes to work her iPod, having been listening to her favorite band most days in here, not to make her happy but as an outlet to her inner thoughts and feelings. Nine Inch Nails' Broken album was cranked up loudly through her ear buds. Luckily there wasn't anyone currently sleeping near her so not even the nurses minded the inaudible loudness of the screaming angry guitars, Trent's angst and pain driven voice, or the repetitive and often broken mixed sounds of the electronics with the drums that wavered through the area around her.

But it wasn't Kathy. Instead, Om decided to sit there and in his boredom decided to pay attention to the words, finding the meanings in them relative. He normally didn't do such things, finding many songs just meaningless dribble but on such occasions he would find some musings.

There is no god up in the sky tonight No sign of heaven anywhere in sight All that was true is left behind Once I could see now I am blind Don't want your dreams you try to sell This disease I give to myself

Your songs seem to speak to me, Katherine. I know you are aware tonight. You are afraid for the reasons. Don't worry, your precious sight should be coming back, that spell is ebbing away. Everything looks gray. Just a few more minutes.

I'll heal your wounds I'll set you free I'm Jesus Christ on Ecstacy

Yes, that I am...

There it is. Om blinked a few times as if a fog was lifted, everything returning to normal. He stood up and got a nurses attention, she coming over and checking vitals and giving the nod of approval.

"You're free to go or stay the rest of the night."

"I better go, thanks for the help." Putting on a show, acting as Katherine, Om hadn't done it in a while but it was better to at times like these. Om gathered the few belongings, iPod in her pocket, put on her boots and trotted out, smirking as he did.

This may come as a shock, but you need not worry.

There in the hallway stood Nathanael, glaring and mumbling.

"Come." Om started off away as Nathanael followed, still muttering things that Om didn't pay attention to. Inside, Kathy was both scared and confused as Om had kept any of this from her recently.

Coming to the end of the hall, Om turned and Nathanael heeled, talking lowly under his breath.

You see, Katherine? For now, he's completely docile. He sees me as an alpha. This is his punishment and for me to keep him like this I must implant the sense of this into him. Unlike most people that I can implant feelings, this is tricky and won't last long unless I keep doing it. Scent is something that can be overcome... and your attacker has a very strong will. I was afraid he would have fought it this time you were laid up... I'm happy to see I was wrong...

Om reached out and touched Nathanael's forehead, taking memories and implanting the feelings and instincts again.

"Tell me, do you want Katherine?"

Nathanael looked up, voice low and irises white. He hated Om, each muttered breath speaking he hate for being like this. Fully aware of it but could not fight it- yet- he took each punishment for when he wanted his Raven. So far, he had not gotten her and he craved for the touch. It drove him wild some nights to be away but lately he had been patient and thoughtful, thinking of ways to break the djinn's hold.

"Yes. I want her."

Om gave a smirk and petted Nathanael's hair. "Soon. You know your punishment will be far worse than taking virginity and your priest rape you still must perform. Consider this... or... wish for it and I will make sure that the exchange goes."

A growl but Nathanael was eager. "Stupid... fucking...  Yes. I... wish... "

"Say it."

He glares and huffed slightly, but obeyed. "I fucking wish for my Raven..."

With another sinister smirk, Om tapped Kathy's cheek and Nathanael instantly stood and mouthed along her neck in such eager anticipation to have her.

Nine Inch Nails- Wish

Coheed and Cambria- Dark Side Of Me

In those discouraging days

I always missed the mark

IWRESTLEDABEARONCE

Danger In The Manger Lyrics

Kathy woke and slowly sat up, dizzy and exhausted still. Looking down she saw herself fully clothed. Carefully scanning the room it looked as if it was clear, but her eyes darted to the window. It was night and Nate wasn't in.

She took a deep breath, shuddering, knowing he was due anytime. She knew it was pointless to run now- she must have fell asleep sometime after he left in the morning and slept all day... but why was she dressed? Kathy couldn't remember doing that.