hold the heavy
in the palms of your past
it gets lighter
in the shadows,
cast

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hold the heavy
in the palms of your past
it gets lighter
in the shadows,
cast

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where is the
meaning but within winters breast
frozen as planned
future in sand
tombs are the wombs
planets painting puzzles
perhaps the present is
nothing more than an
orange peel
on the infinite floor
charming choirs of chaos and calamity
line the hallways of your heart
for no apparent reason
other than it’s in season.
must we all fall?
to rise again,
alarm the clock.
its time to wake up.
for time
to stop.
looking for likes?
seeking attention?
never received
your mommies affection?
facelooks got the cure for your emptiness,
you can chat and snap
and instantly snort a gram of
the drugs in my hand
this dopamine is dope
is what a tweeting bird heard
through the grape
vine of your mind.
interested in pins and needles and knowing what to believe in?
tumble down the eternal scroll
to fill the void within your soul!
you might not have friends,
but here,
every click loves you back.
resistance dances with me
on nights like tonight
sitting in a chair
staring into the stars
staring back at me
from behind the glass sliding door
of knowing something more
exists within the confines
of the souls eternal
walk in-closet
call it an absurd twist of
fate is fixed in forever and never
is it not unchanged
rearranging words while
feelings felt spill
coffee stains the teeth of
the man on the moon
and the sun shines on all
our obvious analogies
chasing banalities
transfixed by solitary perceptions
which are universally derived
either your ether or your earth
or your fire
or your ice
is ISIS inside you?
terrorizing your concept of an ancient Egyptian goddess
notions of global destruction, corruption designed
to influence the minds makeshift ability to chase
fear or love,
folding into a black whole
holy, uncertain, of the origins of said feelings
surely this is all real, all too real
the deaths, the starving, the lack of levity
lean into this
resistance
dance with your circumstance and stand
underneath that which you bequeath
to your future self, of course you
exist beyond this now somehow
this is all you know,
don’t let your dreams melt
with the snow,
go on and live
as above
so below.
free the mind
from the confines of all limitation
it’s a sad situation
happily obliterating
whatevers left of all that’s right
of the day
in the cover of night.
future forecast
cloudy with a chance of possibly
forgetting the never ending
beginning to pretending
the recollect the intellects
indirect connect
to the heart of the whole
your the universes
soul
and here we are
at a bar
drinking down some languid
feelings
so you and I
might lock eyes
and forget all that we’re concealing
foreign tongues
lost in a sea of something other than
silence evades your charades,
collapsing nebulas applaud thine
coronary consciousness
attacking itself until there is no
such thing
as the self that you ran from
said the winds kiss
called a
hurricane.

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tell me a story
a whispering dream
highly insane
partly obscene
naked and afraid
dwindling desire
elementally meant
to dissipate the fire
eternally brewing
constantly now
wondering when
pondering how
questions unanswered
seeking themselves
whole and uncertain
of heaven and hell
existing inside of all that is
were taking a test
failing a quiz
wholeness in fractals
fractions inside
externally forever
and forever is fine
here
met the now and gifted us with a present
can you measure your
worth in words
inwards in
wards psychologically speaking
can you measure the length of your love
towards the other or the
self which seems to be missing
somnambulistically sure
that you are walking
sleeping away the hours of a day
which is certainly measured in ticks and tocks
a world which is tethered by stocks and their numbers
a world devoid of the magic which she most
certainly is
comprised of
everything that cannot be seen, unless properly sought
cannot be felt unless properly taught
cannot be grasped, unless known to be true
for an I to measure this
seek the ruler
in you