Shy, suguru?
Fluff x Smut
plot: fem!reader taking niragi home to clean him up after finding him during the alley scene but it leads to more
warnings: long, mentions of bullying, minor mention of injury and blood, virginity loss, dom!reader x sub!niragi (both are slight switches,this comes into play at the end), dynamic shift, praise and degradation, itâs niragi so iâd say dead dove do not eat but heâs not bad in this at itâs obviously pre!borderlands, afab! reader, characters are 18+ in their college year at school
word count: over 4500
âhey asshole watch where your going!â you groan and rub your shoulder as a group of boys from your year rushed past, one of them barging past in the process almost knocking you off your feet.
âsorry sexy!â the boys all laugh still running and you visibly recoil your face in disgust. It was after school and you were walking home to your dorm block after a long day, that is until you heard the faint sound of sniffling in the alley you passed every day on your way to and from the school.
Curiosity killing the cat as you decide to take a look, it was niragi suguru. You shared a few classes but barely spoke, you were fairly popular at the school and well to put it simply, niragi was the opposite. Shy, nerdy and quiet you barely interacted unless it was for the work. Still you had never been mean to him and resented the treatment he got from others. He was a sweet socially awkward boy that could barely even make eye contact with your classmates half the time, but he kept to himself and didnât do anything to deserve the relentless, torturous bullying his classmates inflicted upon him.
Niragi was on the ground, crying quietly and with a damaged and bloody nose, desperately searching for his glasses, that from what you could see were surprisingly not broken. His vision wasnât the best without them and as you took footsteps towards him he looked up in fear. âPlease!âŠplease stop-â he pleaded while scrambling to reach for the glasses.
The sight broke your heart. Leaning down next to him and reaching for the glasses, you carefully put them back over his eyes. âitâs ok niragi it's me, y/n. We have history and math togetherâ
His eyes widen with shock and temporary relief as he recognises your soft voice. ây/n..?â He looks up at you, sniffling, his nose still throbbing in pain. âYou...you saw?â His voice trembles, a mix of vulnerability and embarrassment obvious.
âno but i saw them running off and had a gut feeling, fucking asshole almost knocked me off my feetâŠhey your bleedingâ , you touch his arm softly urging him to stand. He flinches at the contact at first, but then relaxes when he realises that you donât want to hurt him, instead fetching tissues from your tiny bag to give to him.
âi know...they always do thisâ he speaks low as he wipes the blood from his nose. âThank you for helping me...â
âthatâs okay sweetie but your cut needs care. Come with me, my dorm is only right there please let me clean you up,â you point at your apartment block.
His eyes dart towards the dorms, then back to you, a look of uncertainty crossing his face. âI...I don't know...â He bites his lip clearly torn. âI don't want to trouble you..â
âyouâd only trouble me by not letting me help you, if you donât iâll be up all night worrying, come on honeyâ, you take his hand softly and he feels a pang against his heart at the unfamiliar feeling of care that your showing him.
His cheeks turn a faint shade of pink at the contact, his first time holding hands with a girl. ây/n...thank youâ He takes a deep breath, letting you lead him towards the dormitories. âThank you......I owe you so muchâ
ânonsense, come inside with me honey i'll look after you, i hate those assholes so muchâŠâ you enter your keycard pin and begin walking up the stairs with him trailing behind you. Your skirt reveals the back of your soft thighs like this and he looks away respectfully, the last thing he would want you to think is that heâs a pervert. He almost letâs out a breath of relief when you reach your floor.
He follows you into the dormitory, casting furtive glances around him as if expecting someone to jump out and yell at him until you softly take his hand again leading him further than the front door. Your apartment smells good, like vanilla and womenâs perfume, he places it as your perfume that he was familiar with from math class, the little pink bottle you would leave on your desk every lesson.
âi don't know what I'd do without you right now...â His voice is barely a whisper, filled with a gratitude that borders on worship.
His praise does something to you and you begin to wonder if niragi has ever even had a girl be nice let alone touch him before. âit's okay i'm gonna clean you up, you can stay here as long as you need too iâll make dinner afterwards iâd love for you to at least eat with me tonightâ
His eyes light up at the offer, a hopeful smile playing on his lips. âReally? l'd like that. Thank you...â He murmurs, turning to face you with an expression of pure adoration.
âcome with me⊠sit-â you point at your bed as you disappear into the bathroom to retrieve a first aid kit. He nods, his eyes fixed on you as you exit the room, a soft "okay" escaping his lips. Once you've left he cautiously approaches the bed, perching on the edge and taking in his surroundings.
Your room was a reflection of you, pink and cutesy with an edge of passion. The bed was adorned with pink covers and a matching fluffy blanket on the end, but as he looked around the rest of your room he noticed other things- stuff you were interested in. Posters, collectors stuff, even funko pops and books. This causes him to smile to himself, who wouldâve thought one of the most popular girls he knew was so into her niche interests, it reminded him of his own room.
You return from the bathroom holding the first aid kit and niragi shifts nervously, he knew you would have to touch him. âitâs okay iâll be gentleâŠâ, however you then do the last thing niragi expects as you plant yourself down on his lap. Digging through the box to retrieve sterilising wipes the affect you have on niragi at the current moment goes unnoticed, his face flushed with shy surprise as he struggles to think of something to say.
âokay just be still for meâŠâ you wipe the drying blood from his nose âgood boyâ. His breathing hitches at your words and touch, the warmth of your other hand cupping against his face making him blush even deeper. He bites his lip nervously trying to slow his breathing, trying not to move as you tend to his wound.
âthat's it your doing so good for me, now let me just grabâŠâ the rest of what your saying as you dig through the box is now lost on niragi, your choice of words sending blood pumping in places he wanted to keep under control while you were on his lap.
He watches you intently, taking in the gentleness and care that you are giving him in order to try and control his situation. Singing softly as you rub an ointment on his cut, a soft smile tugs at the corners of his lips, a rare show of happiness from the shy and timid boy. You lock eyes with him and smile in return when you notice, âyou have a cute smile you know.â
His eyes widen at your words, his smile faltering for a moment before a deeper, more genuine one replaces it. He blushes a vibrant pink, ducking his head in embarrassment. âI-I.th-thank you...â His voice is soft, barely above a whisper as he stutters. â-no one's everâŠâ
âcomplimented you before?â you frown slightly while screwing the cap back on the ointment and putting it back in the box. He shakes his head, looking down at his hands in his lap. The blush on his cheeks deepens, if possible. ââŠno, no one's ever said anything like that to me before. Itâs niceâŠâ His voice is small, barely audible and you put the first aid kit on the bed next to you before placing your hands on his face to make him look up at you âwell i noticeâ
A soft gasp slips from his lips as he feels your hands on his face, heating under your touch. âyou do?â
âyep, i think your really cute actuallyâ i move a strand of hair from his face âyou don't try too hard- not like those other guys at school, i like that in a guyâ, niragi can't believe the sudden outpouring of your words, itâs too good to be true. In his eyes you were a princess, but he knew all too well guys like him never got girls like you.
âyeah, why what do you think? that i like assholes like those guys from school?â Niragi shakes his head firmly, âN-no! Not at all! I-I mean, I know they're popular and all, but...â He swallows hard, his voice dropping to a whisper, âthey're mean and arrogantâ
âyeah exactly, and your sweet and so smart. I still remember when mrs park told you to tutor meâ He nods, a smile lighting up his features at the memory. His grip on your arms relaxes as he recalls her praise. âYeah, i remember too...you were struggling with calculus.â A blush creeps up his cheeks again.
âand i still do,â you let out a giggle âbut the point is you always helped me and was so nice, you never got snappy when i kept getting questions wrong. You were patient with me and never made me feel bad or dumb about itâ
His eyes sparkle at the praise and he chuckles softly, shaking his head. âno, I could never get angry at you and anyways I enjoyed helping you, seeing the smile on your face when you finally understand something...â he goes quite in fear of proffessing his love for you, âmmh and i only understood because of youâ you smile at the boy once more.
The smile on his face grows wider, his chest puffing up slightly with pride. âreally?â He blushes again, looking down at the floor.
âmhm and i never got to properly thank youâ you lift his head slightly to make eye contact with him, his eyes meet yours and he gazes at you, his heart thudding in his chest. He gulps, his hand reaching up to gently brush some hair out of your face, the gesture sweet like him. âY-you don't have to thank me, l enjoyed it...â
âi still want to, can i kiss you niragi?â His eyes widen in shock, and the butterflies in his body start rapidly going wild, âyou? want to kiss,me?âŠyes...I-I mean, if you want to..â you laugh at his awkwardness, â i wouldn't ask if i didn't want toâ
His face turns even redder if possible as you lean closer to him. His hands instinctively move to your waist, pulling you as close as he dare before your lips meet each others. The kiss is soft and slow, so sweet it could put a jar of candy to shame. His eyes fluttering shut as he melts into your touch. His hands grips your waist, pulling you even closer as he returns the kiss, his lips soft and tentative. As the kiss deepens, he makes a small needy noise that goes straight to your core, making you involuntarily buck your hips into his as you makeout.
Feeling your hips buck against his, a small moan escapes niragiâs lips as he grinds back against you without thinking. His mind is in a haze as he focuses on the feeling of your lips and core on his. Until you break the kiss panting.
âbaby your hardâ, his eyes snap open staring at you in surprise as you break the kiss. He looks down and realizes his hard on is pressing against your thigh. He stammers apologies and blushes profusely, âfuckâŠiâm sorry iâm-â he tries to lift you so he can cover his erection but you push him back down and kiss him again, sitting closer on his lap now covering his erection with your heat.
A small smile forms on his lips as you heatedly makeout. When he was being beaten did he die and go to heaven? Suguru canât believe his luck.Your warmth covering his hard on sends a shiver down his spine, and he bites back a moan.
âwe don't have to do anything you don't want to, i know itâs your first time, but if you do want to then just tell me okay donât be shyâ you kiss his neck softly.
He feels embarrassment at your remark about knowing he was a virgin, but it quickly passes as you begin to suck on his neck leaving a mark. One of the most desired girls in the school was sitting on loser suguru niragiâs cock, marking his neck. In that moment he knew he was winning, ây/n i want youâ.
âare you sure?â you pull away for a moment just to be positive that Niragi was ready. He nods, his face slightly flushed as he looks at you with a mix of desire and a little bit of nervousness. â, please y/nâ
you let him kiss you for a little while more before pulling away â,ok what do you want baby?
He pulls back from the kiss, his chest heaving as he looks up at you with a shy but intense gaze. âI-I wantâŠ.â He swallows hard, his voice barely above a whisper. âI want to feel your hands on me. all over me...â
âThat can be done,â i give him feathery kisses all over his face â,can i take off your clothes?â
He nods slowly, biting his lip as he reaches up to start unbuttoning his shirt, his hands shaking slightly. âs'okay let me,â i kiss him on the lips gently and take control of undoing his buttons as i move his shaky hands out of the way â,need you to relax for me niragiâ
He takes a deep breath as you take control undressing him, âwill taking off mine aswel make you feel better?â His eyes light up at the suggestion and he nods eagerly. âY-yes, please...â He helps you take off your clothes, his hands trembling in anticipation slightly as he watches you pull your shirt off. He feels his breath catch in his throat, âyou are so beautiful..â
He reaches up to caress your cheek, âMay... may I touch you as well?â you feel yourself get wet at this, compared to other guys youâve been with niragi was giving you good signs that he cared for your consent and pleasure aswel as much as his own. âof course you can touch me ragiâ. He smiles at the nickname and hesitates for a moment before closing the distance between you, his hand tentatively reaching out to touch your skin.. He explores your body with gentle fingers, tracing the outline of your waist and the curve of your breasts. âYou're so warm... and soft..â
you giggle at this â,you like that?â He blushes at your laugh,his eyes sparkling with a mix of shyness and delight. Niragi would remember this as the best day of his life, the events that transpired to him even being here in your apartment now long forgotten.
He leans in closer, his lips brushing against your neck and collarbones as he continues to explore your body, his touch growing bolder but still gentle. âthatâs it baby keep touching meâ you grind over his budge slightly, his trousers and your skirt still on.
He moans softly, his hands roaming over your body with increased urgency. ây/n..want you,â His trousers strain against his growing arousal, the fabric a thin barrier between you until you stand up abruptly riding yourself of your skirt and he takes the initiative to remove his trousers aswel.
when you make your way back over to him he is staring at your now exposed thighs and pink g string thong. âdo you like my panties niragi? you wiggle in his lap to show them off and his cheeks flush a deep pink at the sight, his mouth falling open slightly. âY-yes... They're very pretty...â He stammers, his hands gripping onto your hips a little tighter. âwanna touch them?,â he nods and reaches out to gently brush his fingertips against the fabric and you moan as his fingertips graze against your clothed clit.
His eyes widen in surprise at the sound of your moan, his movements becoming more confident as he rubs his fingers against you. âdoes that... does that feel good?â
âitâs perfect, keep touching me there ragi just like that in circles, mhhh that's itâ you roll your hips over his fingers. They move in small, gentle circles over your clit, his thumb rubbing in soft, figure-eight patterns. He watches transfixed as your face contorts with pleasure,
âlike that pretty boy your doing so good,â you sigh with pleasure and his face lights up with a soft smile at your words, a blush creeping up his cheeks.
âYou feel amazing...â this causes you to almost scoff with a slight bemused smirk â,you haven't even felt me yetâ. A curious expression crosses his face, his cheeks flushed. He hesitates for a moment betore slipping his fingers under your panties and fingering you gently. You bite your lip with a spark of pleasure at the misunderstanding âoh fuck! niragi-â He gasps softly as he discovers your arousal. âYou're so wet...â His touch becomes more deliberate, pumping two fingers in and out of you at a steady pace. âS-so tight... is this okay?,â you almost ignore him as you barely manage to nod in reply with your head thrown back in white hot pleasure. His ego swells at your response, and he starts to move his fingers faster.
âYou're making me so hard..,â he murmurs in awe. This causes you to snap back down before you cum, âcan i fuck you are you ready now?â you make eye contact with him as you ask and notice how his widen at the sudden boldness of your words, a mix of shock and arousal flashing across his face but he nods eagerly. Pulling off his pants, revealing his hard and throbbing cock, his cheeks flush with embarrassment as he struggles to find the right words. âYou can fuck me now... pleaseâŠâ
âfuck that's hot,â you push him back on the bed by his chest. He lands on the bed with a soft thud, his heart racing at your dominant gesture. He lies there, legs spread open, his cock twitching with anticipation.
âwhat position do you want?,â He swallows hard, his mind racing with possibilities. âUmm.⊠w-would you... f-fit on top?,â his face flushes at the thought of you straddling him, your hips moving against his. âis that what you imagine when you touch yourself?â
He looks away too embarrassed to meet your gaze as he answers âyes, ma'am... I... I've always imagined you like that... and sometimes I imagine you tying me up and... doing things to me...â
âyour such a little whoreâ i degrade him but arousal practically drips down my legs at the lewd confession, His stammering voice is now a breathless whimper âfuck... I-I'm notâ , his objections are cut off by the sight of you touching yourself above him. âno? then why did you let me take you home hmm? you wanted me to fuck you senseless didn't you, little dirty slutâ i tease him while playing with my tits. He can't even form a coherent response anymore, loosing self control completely as he grabs your hips and thrusts into you, immediately bottoming out.
He cries out, his back arching off the bed at the feeling and you cry out in shock, âfuck niragi! you fucking slut i didnât tell you to-â
Your cut off as he begins impaling you on his cock, the sudden intensity overwhelming both of your senses. âAh! y/n... s-so deep-...â His eyes fly open when a hand wraps around his neck, pupils dilated with pleasure as he looks up at you, your weight pressing him into the mattress.
âwhat's a quiete little nerd like you doing walking around with such a monster cock for hmm?â you begin to move your hips taking back control. His breath hitches as you move, the combination of friction and praise making him even harder. âmhh other girls would be lucky to bounce on dick like this, and it's all mineâ you gyrate your hips perfectly causing him to whimper.
His eyes roll back, lost in the ecstasy of your movements as he whimpers and moans. âY-yes, ma'am... a-all yoursâŠ..â He wraps his arms around your waist, holding on for dear life as you ride him with expert precision, his body trembling with each thrust.
âdo i fuck good baby? better than you imagined?â , He nods frantically, tears of pleasure welling up in his eyes. âY-yes, ma'am... b-better than I ever imaginedâŠ.â He gasps as you slam down onto him, his cock throbbing inside of you. âS-so good!â
He gasps as you continue to move on top of him, his body quivering with pleasure and so close to release, âlucky i'm even touching youâ you throw your head back with your harsh words, and his eyes follow the movement, a mix of awe and adoration in his gaze despite the things you say to him.
âY-yes, ma'am... I'm grateful for every moment you give me...â He thrusts his hips upwards, increasing the contact between the both of you. âmmh that's it niragi fuck me!â His eyes roll back, a look of ecstasy on his face as he listens to your demand.
âyes ma'am... I'll fuck you... I'll make you cum on my cock...â He starts to move beneath you with increased urgency, his hips thrusting upwards to meet your downward strokes.
âthat's it take control ragi, fuck me!â His cock twitches with excitement at the use of his nickname and the sudden switch in dominance. He reaches around to grab your hips, helping you move faster on top of him. âFuck, you're so tight and wet...â âdestroy this pussy niragi don't stop!â your crying now as his hips begin to buck wildly, his cock plunging deeper into you. âwon't stop until you scream my name and cum all over me...â
âfuck me from behind i want vou as deep as possible can you do that?â He nods quickly pulling out from under you and helps you get on all fours before positioning himself back inside you, thrusting deeply. He grips your hips tightly, his thrusts becoming more urgent as he pounds into you from behind. âYes... I can feel how much you like it... so fucking tight and wetâŠI'm going to make you cum so hard y/n!â
âsplitting me open ragi... so deepâ you whimper, he can't get enough of seeing you in this new submissive light, and it only urges him on as he plunges his cock deeper into you. âThat's right... you're practically begging me to split you open, aren't you?â
âshit shit shit, keep talking to me like thatâ, i reach down and play with my clit and he pounds me from behind. He leans over to whisper in your ear as he continues to pound into you, his breath hot against your skin.
He chuckles softly, clearly enjoying your embarrassment as much as your pleasure. âShhh, it's okay princess... I'll keep your dirty little secret...i never imagined you were this much of a whore y/nâ suddenly he spits between your bodies for more lube and quickens his pace brutally âFUCK NIRAGI!â
He grins wickedly at your outburst, âThat's right, scream for me... let everyone know who's fucking you senselessâ He groans in pleasure as you tighten around him, his own release fast approaching. âFuck... I'm so close come for me, little slut... show me how much you love being fucked like this...â
withought much more persuading you cum all over niragi's cock, so hard that it makes a mess everywhere and milks him of his own orgasm. He watches in awe as you cum, your juices squirting all over his cock and dripping down his balls. He grunts, his own orgasm rippling through him. He collapses beside you, panting heavily as he tries to catch his breath.
âThatâŠ.. was incredibleâŠ. I've never felt anything like that before...â He glances at you shyly, a faint blush returning on his cheeks. âDid I do okay? I mean... was it good for you?â
âmore than good-fuck..â you can barely catch your breath. He smiles shyly, a sense of pride filling him as he hears your words. âI'm glad...â
He leans over and places a gentle kiss on your lips, his fingers tracing patterns on your stomach. âWe should probably clean up...â
âit's okay donât rush i'm not gonna kick you outâ you chuckle and he laughs too, a warm and genuine sound that fills the room. âThank you...â He kisses you once more before getting up and grabbing some tissues, helping you clean up before using them himself âMaybe we can do this again sometime...â
âof course, iv never had a fuck like that before if you think you can just live your life normally after that one your wrong niragi â He chuckles. a hint of nervousness still in his voice. âI-I'll keep that in mind...â He looks at you sheepishly before leaning in for another kiss, one you return softly with a smile.
âi know i can get a little mean in the bedroom but i did it for you, i knew you was capable of taking controll of me. Stop letting those pricks be so horrible to you niragi, start standing up for yourself okay?â you kiss him tenderly again
He nods, his eyes sparkling with gratitude and affection. âI'll try...â He kisses you back, his hands resting on your hips as he pulls you closer. âYou make me feel... invincible.â
âi'm gladâ you straddle him once more and pepper feather light kisses all over his face.
He melts under your kisses, his eyes fluttering closed as he savors the gentle touch. âMmm, that feels nice...â His hands slide up your back, gently caressing your skin as he returns your affection, his lips tracing soft kisses along your jawline.
âdo you want to stay the night?â you walk over to the bathroom turning on the shower.
He nods eagerly, his eyes lighting up with excitement. âyes!,â He stands up and walks towards the bathroom, watching as you turn on the shower.
A mischievous grin spreads across his face. you raise an enquisitive eyebrow at his expression and pull the bathroom door shut with both of you inside.
A/N: OK THIS WAS MY FIRST EVER SMUT ATTEMPT HOW DID I DOđ
