#aliallures

“You’re an asshole!” You screamed, shoving your finger in his face.

“Oh boo hoo carrot muncher, what are you gonna do about it?” He mocked, leaning closer.

You bit into his nose. Punching him didn’t feel like enough, so instead you bit down his nose, through the flimsy skin. You could faintly feel the cartilage on your two front teeth.

Timmy recoiled back, shrieking in agony. “You fucking bitch!” He yelled, his hands coming up over his bleeding nose. Before his hands were up you saw multiple puncture spots from where you’d bitten, some teeth not being big enough to fully get through the skin. Your two front teeth had made the largest holes, two rectangular puncture wounds near where the bridge of his nose met his unibrow.

You were expelled within the hour, blamed for the entire incident. They framed it as if you’d started it for no reason, and escalated to violence when Timmy had done nothing wrong. They didn’t care about the years of bullying, or the fact that you’d been provoked. All anyone wanted to see was that the freak bunny girl had violently attacked someone.

Once you went home your parents tore into you for at least an hour.

“Why couldn’t you just let this go?” Your mother screamed, her hands firmly grasping her hair.

“He’s been bullying me for years! Why do they, why do you only care about violence now when I’m the one not getting hurt!” You screamed, tears beginning to well up in your eyes.

“Because it’s different!” Your father screamed, finally facing you. “Oh my archons, how will they see us, how will they see me, I don't even think you understand what you did!” Your mother added, trembling as she pulled some strands of hair out of her head.

“It’s only different because I’m a freak and he’s not.” You said before storming off, leaving that house and not even closing the door behind you.

You never returned to the house again that night, or ever again. You stayed in your tree house, occasionally going into the Mondstadt city centre for essentials. At first you were given weird stares, people would begin to whisper. It had always happened but it had become more frequent since the incident. After a few years, it finally died down, but the occasional glance and hushed gossip would still reach you.

Joining the knights of favonius was more than likely a stupid decision, you had little to no skill with combat, you were agile and faster than most but nothing super special. Maybe it was your only chance since you didn’t have beyond a middle school education and couldn’t get the job you’d dreamed of. You never acknowledged the real reason of why, you always just told yourself you wanted to help people like you, whose troubles were ignored.

It only took a few weeks for you to realize this was better than anything. All your worries about if it would be the same as in school vanished pretty quickly. You didn’t get mocked or talked down to, or have carrots thrown at you. No one even mentioned the ears, teeth, nose or whiskers. You even made a friend, Lily.

After a few months working there, you and a few others from the regiment you were in were sent to train with vice captain Lohen. Sadly you wouldn’t get to talk to Lily as much, but you two promised to keep in touch. During training your ears had always gotten in the way because of their size, the same stayed true here. They were constantly getting caught in traps, or being too big to hide. You and the others came up with a solution, binding them together. The only problem was that it made you almost deaf, so you’d need a buddy for missions.

He seemed bubbly and kind while training, despite pushing you and the other three he was still cheerful, always trying to brighten you all up. Lohen always seemed closer to you than he did the other three, but always attempted to maintain the facade of professional distance.

“So how was school when you were there? Was it fun?” Lohen questioned, turning towards you. The two of you were sitting over the edge of the bridge outside the gates, your feet dangling over the edge. The setting sun cast a faint golden glow over the two of you.

“I don’t wanna talk about those years, they were..” you trailed off, hoping he’d get the hint. After that he dropped the subject, turning to funnier things.

“Do you remember when yesterday Jack took himself out?” He laughed.

“Which time, when he tripped over air or when he slipped in a puddle?” You chuckled.

“Both! It was funny!” Lohen responded. “He flailed around like a fish, he thought it was a hydro mimic!” He continued. The two of you laughed at the absurdity.

“Oh no help! This less than one foot puddle of water is a hydro mimic ahhhh!” You laughed.

Lohen punched your arm playfully and laughed. You flinched away, trying to sink away from it, Lohen noticed.

“What’s wrong?” Lohen asked playfully.

“I just don’t like touch, it makes me feel weird.” You responded, refusing to look at him. He didn’t say anything back, nor did you notice the smirk that crept onto his face.

You spent seven months training under him before going on your first mission. A group of fatui were organizing in between Stormbearer Mountains and Starfell Lake. You had only gotten a basic run down before you all set off on your journey, the five of you spent three days walking before arriving.

You all had been told to split up to search for the fatui. You and Jack were assigned together, it made you feel like you were weighing them down since you needed a buddy for even a simple mission like this. You two were sent to investigate Starfell Lake.

You and Jack walked beside each other, shining your flashlights on the surroundings.

“Hear anything? See anything?” You whisper shouted, unable to hear your own voice.

Jack lifted the tie keeping your ears down. “No, just the usual.” He said, but he was still looking oddly into the distance.

There wasn’t much out in the night, despite the occasional ruffle of the bushes from small animals or boars and the crashing of waves there was almost no sound, not that you could hear at least.

You two continued to walk around the lake, it looked beautiful in the night. The water gleaming in the moon light, the few fish swimming around, the petite waves crashing against the sand at your feet.

You brushed aside a few cats' tails, sitting on a rock and dipping your feet into the water.

“Jack!” You called out. He came running a moment later, thinking something was wrong.

“What! What happened! Are there really fatui here!” He asked, panicking. You turned to him, laughing a bit.

“No, nothing happened. I was just gonna say that I’m gonna stay here for a bit, just to rest. You can go on without me if you want.” You said, turning back to the water.

Jack promptly left, leaving you alone. You took the ties off your ears, finally letting them extend. They hurt after being wrapped for half the day. Despite the cloth being soft it was still cramped and bent them at an odd angle. You rubbed the mid section of the one on the right, pain shooting through you as you did.

“Fuck..” you remarked to yourself. You hadn’t brought any pain medicine or potions. You’d just have to deal with it until you got back, you didn’t believe it would be long, after all it seemed like a false alarm. It was just a bit weird that you guys had been so rushed by Lohen, especially with such little detail.

You laid back on the rock, staring up at the moon and the stars in the sky. You felt like your life had finally improved. After everything that happened in your past, things were finally good. You were friends with everyone in your squad, including the Vice-captain, you’d befriended Lily even if you two rarely got to speak these days. Life was better, without Timmy, without the teachers, without your parents. Everything was looking up.

You swished your legs around in the water, forwards and backwards over and over again. You started to drift off to sleep. There was nothing dangerous out here, this had just been a false alarm, or the fatui had moved onto better areas. Either way you were safe, your whole crew was safe, there was nothing to worry about.

You awoke to a scream. You immediately jolted up, frantically looking around your surroundings. You didn’t know when you fell asleep or how long you’d been asleep for , you thought it had been fine. Maybe the fatui were really here. The scream came from the east, a bit further up the hill.

You got up and ran up the hill, only bringing along a small hunting knife Lohen had given to you.

“You bastard!” You heard a man yell. “You said if I helped you’d let me live!” He continued. Once you got closer you realized it was Jack who was screaming.

When you got up the hill you saw Lohen standing over him, his clothes, hair and face covered in blood. He had a knife in his hand, the exact same model and color as yours. You knew not all the blood on him was his, the only wound he had was a gash in his left side.

Jack was on the ground, half sitting up, trying to push himself away from Lohen. He had always been stabbed in the shoulder and the stomach, blood pouring out of both onto the grass.

“Come on man!” Jack continued, raising an arm and attempting to scoot away. “I kept her distracted, just like you asked! You said that if I did that you’d let me live! You promised!” He stuttered.

“I also promised the others it wouldn’t hurt, but I’m sure it did!” Lohen laughed, getting on top of Jack. He straddled him, kneeling over his thighs. Lohen stabbed the knife into the left side of Jack’s stomach and began to tear right. Jack screamed when he started, attempting to remove Lohen's hand but it was useless, he was too weak in this state.

He tore open Jack's stomach, more blood beginning to ooze out in waves. He kept pulling it to the right, you could faintly hear his stomach tearing open. You were too scared to move, even if you did there wasn’t anything you could do. More than likely Jack was going to die, even if you got him help. Your legs were shaking, you felt like you were going to fall over. Maybe if you went back now and acted like you didn’t see anything he’d spare you? Maybe he’d just kill you when he saw you again? Maybe you should kill him while you had the chance? You had no idea what to do.

Lohen shoved his hand inside Jack’s stomach, moving it around and reaching for something. Jack was still alive, faintly. He was groaning at every movement, crying out in pain. You could see his hand moving underneath Jack’s stomach, a small lump moving under the flesh. You felt like you were going to puke.

“There it is!” Lohen exclaimed, pulling something out. He began to pull out a long red-pink organ, the small intestine. It was covered in blood, still connected to the colon which he swiftly cut off. It looked similar to a snake as he pulled it out, or like one of those cloth ropes a magician would pull out of their mouths, it just kept coming. You watched in horror as he pulled it out of Jack's stomach. Somewhere between when Lohen had reached his hand in and now, Jack had died. You felt horrible you didn’t help him, if you had maybe he’d still be alive.

You couldn’t help but watch as Lohen got to the end of the intestine where it connected to the stomach. He pulled half of the stomach out before severing it an inch before the two connected.

He picked up the intestine and got off of Jack. Lightly dusting himself off while beginning to hum. He turned toward the direction you were, and you quickly dove behind a rock.

He kept humming and walking closer, you prayed he hadn’t noticed you, beginning to move to the other side of the bush so you could avoid his line of sight as he got closer.

You’d completely forgotten you’d taken the wrap off your ears, you didn’t notice that they were slightly poking out, but he did.

“There you are! Just who I was looking for!” Lohen exclaimed, grabbing your ears and using them to yank you up. He dragged you over the bush, the thorns pricking into your skin and scratching you, causing you to cry out in pain.

“Let go of me, you psycho!” You screamed, trying to pull his hands off your ears. You hated the way his gloved hands felt against your ears, it made you even sicker than you already were. “You’re fucking sick!” You continued.

Lohen chuckled, looked down at you and smiled. “You sound and look so cute like this! It’s even better than I imagined.” He trailed off a bit of drool dibbing from the side of his mouth.

Lohen threw you onto the ground, knocking the wind out of you. He put his foot on top of your stomach, lightly grinding down. You could already taste the puke in your throat.

“You mother fucker.” You wanted to continue but your words got cut off by your own puke. You turned your head to the side, vomit rose from your throat and spilled out of your mouth onto the grass next to you. You coughed heavily after barely being able to catch your breath.

Logen laughed, plopping down on top of you. He dipped two of his fingers into it and licked it off.

“Doesn’t taste as bad as I was expecting.” He laughed.

“Sick fuck.” You retorted, but he shut you up with a kiss. It was the worst thing you’d ever felt, you hated the way his lips felt on yours.

He bit down on your bottom lip until your mouth opened, forcing his tongue inside. It felt like a slug, slimy and disgusting. He forced his tongue under yours, over all your teeth, to the roof of your mouth. You felt like you were gonna puke again.

He didn’t stop until both of you were out of breath and panting, struggling to get the air back in your lungs. Lohen got on top of you again, putting the intestine to the side, beginning to unbuckle his belt.

“Let’s get this show on the road huh? I’m getting impatient.” He said, clawing at his belt, barely being able to get it off because of how much he was dropping it or messing up unbuckling it.

He was already hard as a rock, his white shorts barely being able to hold him in. He pulled them halfway down to his knees, ripping them in the process.

“He went in for another kiss, grabbing your face and digging his nails into you. He kept pressing his face into yours more and more. You hoped that if you played dead he’d just leave you alone, that he’d lose interest. He was moaning into the kiss while rubbing his cock against your thigh, trying to make himself cum.

With a moan louder than the rest he came, you felt the warm, white liquid seep into your pants as he pulled away.

He didn’t stop for a second. He pushed himself back up and started pulling at your pants, you finally started moving again.

“Get off me!” You screamed, trying to stop him from taking off your pants. It was no use trying to stop him, especially since he was stronger than you. You’d always been the weakest out of your squad, needing someone else to help you fight. You were only really good at being agile, fast and stealthy, which you’d even failed now.

Lohen won after a short struggle, tearing your pants off, then deliberately ripping your underwear in half.

“I was kinda hoping you’d be wet.” Lohen said, obvious disappointment in his voice. “Oh well.” He followed up.

Lohen held his dick and lined it up with your pussy, and began trying to insert it in. You grabbed one of his fingers, twisting it back until you heard a snap. Lohen whimpered and moaned in pain. “I didn’t think you had it in you.” He chuckled, recovering fast.

He reached over to the side of you and grabbed the small intestine. “Since you want to flail and fight so badly.” He said, using the intestine to tie your arms up.

He tied it loosely around your arms before throwing them back over your head, a small part of it resting on your head, almost touching the skin of your forehead.

“Now where were we?” He said, picking his dick up once more. “I guess the blood will help lubricate you a bit.” He laughed, shoving his cock inside you.

“Oh fuck.” He said, throwing his head back as he shoved more of it inside. He kept going until all six inches were inside you, before starting to pump in and out.

You wished he’d just killed you. You knew he probably was going to after this, but you wished he’d just done it before. You wished you’d gotten the mercy of being gutted and having your small intestine ripped out. It was better than this, anything was better than this.

You tried your best to ignore the situation you were in, to pretend you were anywhere but here, but you couldn’t. You kept feeling his cock drawing in and out of you, the small intestine jiggling with each thrust. You threw up again, moving your head so you didn’t choke on it.

You felt him cum inside of you a few times, the warm substance filling you without him stopping. You didn’t know how many times it had happened already, maybe four, maybe five. You didn’t care to keep count.

You felt dreary and exhausted, your eyelids began to droop.

“Falling asleep already? It’s ok, we can continue at the house.” He said, gently stroking your face as you passed out. He rode out his sixth orgasm before finally pulling out, his cum dripping out of your pussy as he did.