Accidental little brother acquisition

Propaganda

OMG, MY POOR LAVENDERMOON HEART IS HURTING SO BADLY!

Before I begin with more rambles, let me state that the creators/ccs and their characters are separate from eachother, and while I do favor more ships compared to others, I do not shame anyone for liking one more than the other, understood?

Plus, I am a multi-shipper, so even I don't fully stick to my mains all the time and personally am amenable to changes in a ship where necessary as the plot progresses.

MOVING ON TO MY RAMBLING SPEAL!!!

So the most recent flight stream (Day 35) had Legs telling Ambear about his crush on Graecie while also revealing to her about how he knows that Graecie likely has a crush on Zam (btw I'm not fully sure on this as I need to catch up with Graecie's streams to confirm), and how he's been feeling really bad because of his feelings of unrequeted love.

These negative emotions, especially the feelings of jealousy towards Zam, have been presented in Legundo, taking on more work, trying to distract himself from thinking about his emotions. But the problem is that those who have been around Legs a lot more recently, Megii, Juniper, and Ambear, have taken notice of Legundo trying to emotionally distance himself.

What makes this situation hurt so badly, too, is that Zam & Graecie are still his friends. He can't pull or push them fully away without them picking up that something is wrong, and I'm fearing for what will happen when Legs finally has to talk to them- cause GODS KNOW THAT WE EVER GET ANY LONG LASTING PERIODS OF PEACE OR LEAVE UNRESOLVED PROBLEMS UNCHECKED!

Another thing that makes me hurt- is that I went over to watch Zam's stream/VOD on Day 34 for Legs, cause Zam had asked Legundo if he was mad at her. From Zam's POV, it's so heartwarming with how Legs comforts Zam and even states how much Graecie clearly cares about her, but when you watch it from Legs', it's also just as wholesome. Despite this, it's also so heartbreaking knowing that Legundo can tell how much Graecie loves & cares for Zam, but will likely never reciprocate those kinds of feelings towards him.

Worries & Hopes for the Future

Now, one thing I know, which is very unlikely to happen, nor am I expecting it to happen, is for there to be a queer platonic poly relationship of Zam, Graecie, and Legs. This is more of an outcome that I hope for but do not believe will happen in canon.

I'm hoping as well that Legundo will find out what makes him, him. As was voiced in the most recent VOD that tf!Legs doesn't really know who he is and what he truly wants. Having spent his whole life in service to others, he's just never had any thought of wiggle room to figure out what defines Legundo as Legundo, and not just an apprentice or a label of names that describe everything he's useful for, but him.

Lastly- LETS GET TO THE WORRIES!!! (TvT)

One of my biggest concerns has to be the celestial metals' (Sausage, Zam, Legs, and Graecie) friendship falling apart due to a lack of communication.

This group has been one of the most important and first friend groups that Legundo has ever had in his life, but when watching from tf!Legs POV: I notice how sometimes Legs will often accidentally be left out of things with the rest of the group, which I think is due to his character being rather timid and having difficulty keeping up with everyone else.

Alongside that, Legundo doesn't have anyone in the Celestial Metal Quartet that he can talk to without some worry or concern about how they may react, and I know you could argue that he could talk to Sausage, but honestly, tf!Sausage isn't really known for keeping things to himself around people he trusts, and he's not good at hiding his emotions, so yeah, that would be a no-go (T^T)

And in general, Legundo has already started the process of slowly pushing them away from him emotionally, as well as physically. Starting with only focusing on doing work with them and only having a few times of joy, which will usually have at least someone else in the group that Legs has gotten closer to. He's also not talking about what's going on, which again is likely to lead to more miscommunication in the future!