#alfredjack

I was tagged by @turtletot43

Layer 1: The Outside

Name:  Lillian

Eye Color: brown

Hair Color: Also brown with some greys popping up

Height: 5’5”

Clothing Style: Skinny jeans and my oversized sweater

Layer 2: The Inside

Fears: The world becoming a terrible place where +80% of the population can't provide for themselves.  I'm also scared I might never see someone again, but that's a bit of a tale.

Ambitions for the Future: Figure out how to contribute to bettering the world.  Promote human rights, quality of life, sustainable living, etc.

Layer 3: Thoughts

Your First Thoughts Waking Up: "If I turn on the closet light, maybe I'll get up in twenty minutes."

What Do You Think About Before Bed: varies.  Usually several shades of my most profound memories from the past year.

You Think Your Best Quality Is: tenacity.  Pluck. Whatever that makes me keep going and the refusal to back down or give up on the things that trouble me deeply.

Layer 4: What’s Better

Single or Group Dates: Ugh.  I swear to Jesus if I see another newly married couple cuddle or kiss I will power guzzle an entire bottle of wine.  For now, I don't date.  I don't wanna.

Beauty or Brains: Brains.  But heart/intentions over all of the above.

Dogs or Cats: yes.

Layer 5: Do You…

Lie: I hate lying, not saying I never lie--but I do my best to tell the truth and be as direct as possible.

Believe in Yourself: I believe you never know until you try.

Believe in Love: yes.

Want Someone: Yes  

Layer 6: Ever…

Been on Stage: haha--yes.

Done Drugs:  Nope, drugs don't appeal to me.

Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Stopped in college.  I'd rather be me then what someone else thinks I aught to be.

Layer 7: Favorites

Color: Grey

Favorite Animal: I love all of the animals.  A lot of respect for them, their strength, and what they do.  They're amazing.

Favorite Movie: Beasts of the Southern Wild I guess?  It made me cry and was incredibly complex but seriously emotionally taxing.  I lost it.

Favorite Game: The only game I play right now is Terrarria.

Layer 8: Age

Day Your Next Birthday Will Be: seven months from now.

How Old Will You Be: an old lady... 27.

Does Age Matter: I have a baby face and younger guys or cradle-robbers tend to ask me out...  So...  sort of?  I don't base my "yes or no" on age, but intentions, maturity level, and how honest that person is.  Age can be an indicator, but I hate manipulation above all.  Anyone who tries that with me is basically auto-blacklisted.