Iām not sure how to begin this so Iāll just start with the first time we met. It was in late August that I first joined the Wrestling RPG that was run by Amanda and Juliette. My first introduction to you was that you were a crazy person and you had rage issues. To be honest I was scared at first but after I started talking to you I found that you weren't at all what they described you as. I have heard you say that you donāt understand why I like you so much and that one day you think that I am going to leave you but that is simply not true. I care about you very much and worry about you when you are sad and upset.Ā
Now to most people this wonāt see like much but I do truly think of you as a mother figure. The very first person I contacted after I cut myself for the first time was you because you were the first person that came to my mind. That and because I felt so comfortable and safe when I talk to you. You can ask my mom about this; it is very rare for me to be so trusting and confident with someone that is not a relative so that makes you an extra special person <3.Ā
We have known each other for three years now and I can honestly say that these past three years have been the best years of my life because you were in them. Most the friends I have come and go after a short while but you are one of the very very few I have stayed friends with because you are awesome xDĀ
We have a very interesting relationship to say the least and if someone saw the way we interacted I have now doubt they would think we were a bit insane lolĀ
But I donāt care. I feel I can be myself around you and not feel the need to hide who I am for fear of being made fun of or judged.Ā
Whenever you are feeling down or upset I just want to hug you and hide you away from the world until you feel better.Ā
Ever since you met Karl I have seen such a drastic change in you and I can tell that you are truly in love even if you fear your feelings. Donāt be afraid of them because I have a good feeling that you are Karl were made for each other and you two will live happily ever after <3.Ā
Sorry if this seems like Iām babbling but Iām not very good at writing out my feelings but I do hope that his makes sense to you. You are the Punk to my Seth and I will forever be grateful to have you in my life and hope that we will remain friends till the day we die.Ā
With much love and huggles,Ā
Jenny <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
