Oct 23, 2018
just finished something for @alaskanbluejay I really like how it turned out and ill have a colored version uploaded later!!
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just finished something for @alaskanbluejay I really like how it turned out and ill have a colored version uploaded later!!
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I Want To Do So Much More!
But I just don't know how or where to start! I have a YouTube channel, but trying to keep a schedule going, along with running another channel with my friends on top of managing a family and a job, it's all just so overwhelming! It's really making me just want to give up on my dreams of eventually being a full time YouTuber. I know that this may come off as whiney to some of you, but that's not my intention. I generally try to be as positive as possible, but like all people, I have good days and bad days.
I NEVER expected that becoming a YouTuber would be an easy thing, especially in this day and age. However, i feel like it's virtually impossible now, especially wanting to do gaming and with all the changes to YouTubes policies and monetization. YouTube is definitely not making things very easy for up and coming creators, but I also understand that growing a channel takes time and patience. A lot of these feelings have to do with my self confidence as well. I'm not very a entertaining person in my mind. I'm not inherently funny and I don't really have anything interesting to say (in my opinion) so I wonder if people will even watch. I don't want to have to be someone that I'm not in order to obtain views on my channels. I gain a lot of inspiration from people like @markiplier, @therealjacksepticeye, @lordminion, @crankgameplays, @alaskanbluejay and so many more, but the problem becomes how do I make my idea or dream a reality with no real knowledge of how to do so.Another question that seems to be plaguing me is "Am.I too old to be doing this anyway?" I am 31 turning 32 in less than a month. Should I even be attempting to do this? Do I even have the ability to gain an audience? Is the content that I make even worth peoples time? These are the questions that constantly play in my head. Anyway, I've whined enough. Hopefully i will be able to pull myself out of this funk soon. Thanks for taking time to read my words. Just that small gesture means a lot. Until next time, Have A Good One Tumblr Universe!
every single starfish.
I wanted to do something for Jay, @alaskanbluejay. Hope you’re doing alright!! <3
A birb for @alaskanbluejay :3
I don’t generally draw birds, so I hope I didn’t do too badly :P
During Markiplier charity twitch stream I found out about an amazing young man named Jay. It’s not much but I hope you like it, I enjoyed painting it, Maybe next time I’ll make it better. Either way thanks for being a friend and talking with me =3
stay awesome, @alaskanbluejay , and catch ya laterÂ
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Last night I heard a amazing story while watching the live stream, so it inspired me to draw this. #Starfish The smallest thing can make a difference, so thank you to all who donated and all who stopped by the stream. I am so proud to be  apart of this family who stand behind @markiplier and his team. Also thank you to @alaskanbluejay for sharing that story with us all and I hope you are doing well! I hope you all have a blessed day, and I love you all!
@markiplier Your latest video and live stream inspired me to finally decorate my converse. I hope you and everyone you know have a wonderful day especially @alaskanbluejay.
.:Saving the World, One Starfish at a Time | Happy 28th Birthday, Mark:.
1st Picture: Since I was busy, I didn't watch the livestream. But, I did hear about Jay's story. I don't think I'll ever forget that starfish story. It brought me to tears; I love the sappy and inspirational metaphors. I truly hope Jay is doing better<3 Here's his YouTube channel, if you'd like to check him out. Please send him some love! ((I added a Wilford Warfstache startfish, and Darkiplier starfish, and Patrick the starfish))
2nd Picture: A birthday present for the wonderful @markiplier. There's 28 Warfstaches hiding in this picture. See if you can find them all! I added as many games to this drawing as possible. Here they all are: To the Moon, Slenderman, Minecraft, Amnesia, I am Bread, Yandere Simulator, Slither.io, Fire Watch, Presentable Liberty, MEOW, Oneshot, Huniepop, Tattletail, FNAF, FNAFuckboy's, Spore, Fran Bow, Riddle School, Stealing/Escaping/Infiltrating Series, Hello Neighbor, Subnautica, Ben and Ed, Slime Rancher, 60 Seconds, Boogeyman, Lixian animations, Undertale, Happy Wheels, Binding of Isaac, Octodad, Until Dawn, and Press the Button.
Enjoy~! and Happy birthday, Mark. <3